#honestyproject

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for real? for cereal.

i don't trust anyone that lets their cereal get soggy.

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sounds like it'll be better in the long run.

she texted me. i'm so excited. i feel like a little kid. all i really want to do is hold her hand. (that last part is kind of a lie--but holding hands is my favorite thing to do.)

i've been working on a project with this girl for a few months. our meetings are always over coffee and after the first one we stopped talking about the project and just talk about anything that isn't our project. you couldn't call them dates, but i'd like to think they were or are or that she might think of them that way too. 

even though they aren't.

i asked her out before we went home for the holidays and she said she was booked solid. but she did open it up to hanging out when we returned.

she frustrates me in the best way possible.

i have too many feelings for her. i have too many feelings. i can't wait to see her. i can't wait for anything. i feel good about this. i feel good.

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what it is

The purpose of this post is simply to explain my intentions, after that they will be confessions, stories, and anecdotes. 

I've dabbled in journals and diaries, but it doesn't help if I can't share it with anyone. I don't like new year's resolutions or capital letters so from here on out they're both done and will never be mentioned again. 

i broke up with my best friend not too long ago and i miss having someone i can say anything to, so as depressing as it is (for me) i've chosen this tumblr to be that. i want to be completely honest about everything and will post at least once every day for a year and maybe at the end of that year i'll be honest about who i am. 

right now all i'll say is i'm a twenty-two year old male manic depressive writer in new england. 

i don't like giving baseball card statistics for humans.

i won't pretend that my thoughts are worth reading, but that's the only disclaimer i give. i'm hesitant to start this project because it will be (at times) whiny, pretentious, unforgiving, and annoying. but i'm all those things and this project is for me (but i hope you get something out of it too). so i'll just write about myself for the next three hundred sixty six days (i like leap years even if twenty thirteen doesn't) and anyone can ask me anything and i'll answer it. that's my promise and that's my intention. 

thanks for reading.