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I wish I wasn't an unloveable monster. Sometimes I get worried about what will keep me going when my dog goes...
Iāve not done an honesty evening in forever
So... hit Ron with your best shot, I guess.
All them little a$$ clothes only fit fake booties... Is what I would have said if this week wasnāt honesty week. I hate this picture. My feet are long. I have a double chin. What is a mani and pedi? Something I need, obviously. I hate how big my butt looks, but I sat on the table on purpose. And if my mom sees this picture and reads that quote, I can see her face lol. Sorry mom. Anyway, I think we all know by now that real life and Instagram life are two completely different worlds. I have 100s if not 1000s of pictures that I donāt post because of how much I overthink and over analyze. I know Iām cute but Iām not perfect. My imperfections shine brighter to me than anyone else. The first step is admission right? Anyone know these feelings? #honestytime (at Chicago metropolitan area) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGoTj28lhp1/?igshid=10o7g5mxa0aun
This pregnancy has done a number on me. Not feeling like myself at all, not feeling attractive or pretty or anything really. Super tired and nauseous with migraines and forever hungry. Iām super blessed and lucky to have this little girl growing inside me, but man do I miss feeling hot af 𤣠only a few more months till I can get to working on body again. I know Iāll be forever changed by this little lady and Iām so excited about that. But mama wants to feel attractive again š¤£ š¤·š»āāļøš¤ #honestytime #pregnancy #23weekspregnant #6monthspregnant #needmyconfidenceback #realtalk #babygirl #soontobemommy #loveyourself (at San Diego, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_X6s14jG5I/?igshid=wyrhju089tnv
Don't know if you are still doing honesty hour or not but can I ask what some of your favorite soukoku fanfics are? Also what is your favorite 500 word challenge story so far and why?
I am! Thanks for the ask ~ Iām lonely LOLĀ
Okay, Iām just gonna list a few. I left kudos on all of them but as a guest. I really should go back and leave my name or something but anyway, here it is (in no particular order and Iām just gonna put the link there too)
1)Ā donāt you ever tame your demonsĀ byĀ writingfromtheshadowsĀ
2)Ā centrifugal/centripetal by Anonymous
3)Ā Bury Me in Chrysanthemums by Kuranoa
4)Ā In the Flesh by TheGreatCatsby
5)Ā Grantors of Dark Disgrace by thememeinator
6)Ā Growing Apart (To Get Closer) by ZODIACHUUYA
Iām sure there are more but Iāll just leave you with these :)Ā
Aw man your second question is so hard but if I really had to pick one I guess it would beĀ āThat Day, It Was Sunny Tooā.Ā
Okay, so firstly the thing is I really like the atmosphere I created there. Itās so peaceful but itās actually really sad because Chuuyaās actually visiting Dazaiās gravestone and talking to a Dazai who might be a ghost or might be his imagination (I left that part ambiguous on purpose). And in particular, I really like this part:Ā
Ā āHey, Chuuya, I canāt remember. Was it sunny that day too?āĀ
āYeah, it was,ā Chuuya replies, a wry smile on his face as he no doubt thinks back to that very day where everything changed. āI had never seen a sky so blue.ā Ā
Because it seems like just a simple conversation but Dazaiās actually asking Chuuya if he remembers the day he committed suicide (I also left this part ambiguous on purpose), and the thing is Chuuya does remember. He remembers every single detail of that day, and he remembers the sky being that exact shade of blue and the sun and everything.Ā
So, yes, I guess this would be favourite indeed!Ā
Thanks for the ask! And sorry it got so long!Ā
Something needs to be said.
Ok here we go!
First off Mark is a human being. Not a robot that you can make things do. And with each live stream he dose the chat gets filled with all kinds of sexual assertions twords him. We get it you love him. But you are making him uncomfortable.
Imagine if you were him. In your point of view lots of people are saying "fuck me daddy" or "daddy please" and "have my babies" you would feel uncomfortable am I right? He's not a sex machine and you are idolising him for all the wrong reasons.
He is a man that plays video games for our entertainment and he dose so much for this community. Let's be a better community and stop sexualizing Mark please. Because not only are you making him feel uncomfortable but you are making others feel uncomfortable as well and you are also showing yourself out on the internet which you don't need to do.
Act like a regular human being. Respect Mark and others and while your at it respect yourself. Have some common sense.
I'm finding as you gain courage to pursue the path that feels right for you, you get shit from two sides. ā Negativity, hurtful words, misunderstandings, no support, toxicity, disinterest, irritability. This can happen from within YOURSELF or OTHERS. Then as you continue to strive for your right to do YOU; the other side comes in. ā Positivity, encouraging words, validation of feelings/thoughts, support, love. From within YOURSELF or OTHERS. Balance comes into play because to live a balanced life you have to understand that nobody is out to get you, you shouldn't be out to get you. You are a strong warrior. You don't have to receive anything you don't want. Don't take that š©. Receive only the š instead. #1me1year #honestytime #ifthetruthmakesyouhot #thenthepursuethetruthandchange #bringinginnewlife
youāre so full of shit.
when they think they are better than everyone in real life cuz of who they think they are on the internet, when in reality they are the epitome of an internet stereotype and not nearly as original as they think they are and not any better than anyone else