#hoo boy.......

[deadlineshostile]

[aciidum]

WHAT ARE YOU?

YOU ARE CARVED AWAY.

you have given too much, taken too little. your heart hurts, aching for something your blood burns to refuse. do not give into your blood. your heart needs what it asks for. try looking in the mirror, and trace the patterns of yourself you like the most. if you cant do that, look at the sunset, or the sunrise if youd prefer.

[voidwizerd-archive]

welp. therapy time

[nyaneda]

thanks tunglr 4 recommending me a double i want to die

[banterbears]

DO I TRY TO MAKE IT TO THE LAST HOUR OR DO I STAY HERE

and it’s just gonna b downhill from here because on top of my school schedule, I’ll have work on wednesdays and fridays (like full 9-5 days), choir rehearsals every monday night for three hours, performances at least once a month (which are usually like 1-3 days), church on Friday nights and half of sunday (basically 12 to 3), and then tomorrow I have to get up at six to send my mom to the airport and then go to work at 9:30

Like honestly it’s not….that much work?? but I’m easily overwhelmed because my mind can only focus on so much at a time it’s so frustrating because I know it’s not a lot to do no thanks to my mental stuff (my mom even went ahead and set most of the bills to automatic payments)

[raincandy-u]

tfw u cant tell if u are being ignored bc u suck at everything and don’t deserve a response or if the person ur trying to talk to isnt okay and you are now worried sick abt them bc u didnt get a response

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh