Oct 24, 2019
i genuinely feel better after having cleaned the pets bowls and giving them their food lmao
that plus my cup of tea - the world is an easier place now i guess?!
#this looks like a post about the healing powers of cleaning#but im already all over that#hooooo no#this is about my sister who couldnt be bothered heating up some sauce and boiling some pasta for the 2 of us#coz my thesis is due today but shes ‘too busy’#and now theres only enough pasta left for 2 ppl and 3 of us are home for tea#oh and yeah she didnt clean the pets bowls from yesterday morning#poor kittens were miaowing away for their food but they had to wait for me to wash &dry their bowls#i s2fg she has to stop hiding behind ‘u dont understandddd i have mental illnesssss’#first of b all of us are mentally ill we’re all in this together#2ndly i was talking about this with a friend and shes mad about it coz my sis has my parents pay for everything & do everything for her#i just have so many anecdotes like this#and what it chalks up to is just plain selfishness and i am sick and exhausted by it#like its her physically trying her hardest to do as little as possible and when we say that she has negatively affected us she just shrugs#NEVER apologises#god forbid#one time i was making coffee and she saw the coffee on the bench and poured hers first leaving me with like 1cm of coffee#and im like yo! i was here first and she didnt apologise#& when im like ‘can i have some of urs plz’ u know to make it even and fair#she was like NO#its to the point where we dont want to tell mum&dad coz (despite them enabling it 🙄) theyre so physically tired of it too#& look there is the possibility of personality disorders and the like fo sho#but like i am pretty darn sure this is deliberate selfishness#and if its not then itd be great to know that so we dont keep having to put up with thecharades#if she actually went to therapy (thats fully paid for her) alongside taking some of the most exp. meds (thats fully paid for her)#and told the truth at said therapy#we might actually get somewhere
