Lord, I feel heavy and broken. I just want to cry in Your arms and let You carry this burden.
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Lord, I feel heavy and broken. I just want to cry in Your arms and let You carry this burden.
#IWantedYouSoSoBad #HopeDeferred #MyHeartHurts #PutItOnAShelf #TryNotToFeel https://www.instagram.com/p/ByWJP_xlE63PJrsW9t24ExBrMPebZL0pJEoR3A0/?igshid=lqu0hwe3p4ux
I'm just wandering... when is it supposed to get easier? #HopeDeferred #HEH #Broken #Void #NumbOneMinute #ExcruciatingTheNext (at Alabama) https://www.instagram.com/candie_shell/p/BvDT11pFek1rVjkziMYRLSxMzAmcQhj82TwnEY0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1kykoqhsy9qq1
😭 my heart hurts.... #HopeDeferred #HEH #ImNotOk #ImTrying #Broken https://www.instagram.com/candie_shell/p/Bu-S4kVFSfjVf9WVYU_7I2CGUpAzttpBTt4UIg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6prk3kvcfile
Hold us too Jesus 😭. We're still broken, still sad, still grieving. We are a little numb, a little angry, a lot lost. We don't understand. We know we never will. We know you're holding our miracle conception but that doesn't make it easier that we won't. At least not today it doesn't. #HopeDeferred #HEH #TodayItStillHurts #IWantedYouWithAllMyHeart #WaitingAndTryingToStand #Promise https://www.instagram.com/candie_shell/p/Bu6ZOsuF_W-R_zjO_nVLYEpOFSjZisfw2Nh1Cw0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=94s086tyqf82
Help me Jesus, help me to get to here. #HopeDeferred #HEH #AllThatIsWithinMeCries #KeepWalking #EverythingHurts #ImTired #ImWeary #ImWorn (at Dodge City, Alabama) https://www.instagram.com/candie_shell/p/BuwuPOYFEmfcNwvMvEOETYYCr3HrkPtdX37EaI0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3ot3ewyz0w69
I was ok tonight... until I wasn't. Sometimes people share memes or statuses or pictures or quotes and they have no idea who they are crushing.... without having any cruel intent at all 💔 #HopeDeferred #HEH #ILYSB #KingOfMyHeartSpeakPeaceNow (at Battleground, Alabama) https://www.instagram.com/candie_shell/p/Buk0F_1lZnJdQuhcsedsx4dy2iQneVa5yvQDks0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fbkl1gcpjqqd