#hopetohell

[harperhug]

So, I’m moving from the first place I ever lived on my own. This is the place I spent almost the entire pandemic so far.

I’ve started and ended relationships here, failed and got better at cooking here, and figured out how to clean by myself here. I met @pirate-rhino and @hope-to-hell here, almost met @jarfishy here, and cried and laughed and loved and got really fucking angry here. But the rent’s too high, I lost my job and have no prospects left, etc. Still, I want to share this view from the parking lot one last time before I leave:

Goodbye Torrance. Goodbye Los Angeles. I know you’re not actually going anywhere and once I get a job I fully intend to return. But right now, even though I’m right here, it somehow feels very far away. So I’m gonna sign off on the weed time before I start crying again. Have a good weed time everybody!

[harperhug]

I was OK muting all the channels where I might see him. I was OK staying out of the server where I would see him. I was OK blacklisting his name, her name, and the band’s name in tags so I wouldn’t see them on other social media. And I told you that it was because I felt unsafe among people who alienated me for being neither white nor a hearing person. And that wasn’t enough because you still fucking had to encroach on my space to tell me...that I wasn’t welcome in a space I had done my best to avoid for weeks. That I had told you, very clearly, that I was uncomfortable in. And then you had to drag me into it anyways.

So congratulations, I was never a fan in the first place but now I’m actively an anti-fan of your shitty band. I’m still blacklisting the “joey batey,” “madison madeleine hyland” (LOL thanks @gwaciechang), “amazing devil,” and “witcher” tags across all social media. But now if I see any more content of theirs I will reblog and comment just to trash the fuck out of it. I do not care if this hurts your feelings; if you make me see it then you’ve clearly shown you don’t care about mine. Thank you.

Look, if you like the band then I still love you people but just keep that shit 17475829183 feet away from me.

[inlovewithhisblueeyes]

🍃🌺🌙If you receive this you make somebody happy. Go and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get it back even better 🌙🌺🍃

Awwwww thank you lovely!

[elecktric]

Do you own any hats by chance?

FUNNY YOU SHOULD ASK.

Behold, the shark hat.