#hopeurok

[itwasntyou]

here’s a picture of dan bc I miss him

[coderedin]

Olivia Rodrigo · Song · 2021

"[...] But, God, I hope that you're happier today

'Cause I love you

And I hope that you're okay."

[sooze68]

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[092291]

Instagram fate

               So i saw her today, not her face, o man i wish i could have seen her face. But i saw her walking, walking this delayed walk like she was not rushed, like she wasn’t being expected anywhere, she just walk. She had this beautiful long black dress that showed her back, to be honest i got distracted by her height, i think she is not little but not to tall either, maybe the perfect height. 

             To my surprise she walking towards this mini mall and i was wondering where she was going to go. There was a Starbucks, a subway, at&t and restaurant. so while she was walking i was deciphering where and why she would go in to a specific place. So while she walk her slow and gentle walk i saw her take like a slight left turn like if she was going to Starbucks, i immediately thought that she was going to meat up with a girl friend to talk shit and be preppy (downer). But her slight turn to the left was only to get on the side walk and keep walking. To be honest i didn’t care much about the subway and the at&t because its normal people go to eat or get there phones checked or whatever. So I’m thinking restaurant, obvious, cause her family owns a clothing business and of course they have money so yeah the restaurant. But to my surprise she kept walking, so now i started doubting, like where is this Instagram girl going, then i see the laundromat, and then it clicked, of course because all her dresses that she wares in the photos have to look neat and ironed and clean. and all of a sudden she stopped, as i was watching her from my car in the traffic i could not see where exactly she was stoping at cause of all the cars in the middle, then a window of opportunity. 

           What’s sad is i really don’t know why she would be going there, hopefully is not for anything heavy or like crazy, maybe its for like a favor from a friend or a family member, but damn hopefully is not for what i think it is. 

          She walked into a clinical Laboratory, being from Puerto Rico we don’t just walk into a clinical laboratory at 6pm.

          Yeah my worst thoughts are that you might be sick, with something serious. 

           Again walking this delayed walk like she was not rushed, like she wasn’t being expected anywhere, she just walk.

[happybutnothappy]

I Know That I Should Grow Up And Accept Ur Gone But I Can't Idk Why. I'm Sorry. I Miss You. I Miss Everythin. I Miss Those Thins Tht Wouldnt Happen With Anyone Else