Self prompt: [oooooh, auto-inspiration! says Zarenyia] Horst in Pasiná after Cabal’s departure. Easiest to understand if you’ve read my almost-done story Death and the Maiden, but, I suspect, comprehensible and not very spoilery even if you haven’t.
Semi-raw draft. Lightly blanched draft?
Horst walked through the streets of Pasiná with a friend. He was fond of Phil - short for Philomena, and why did parents do that kind of thing? She cackled and clung to his arm, not a bit slowed down by the transfusion she had already forgotten. That would be the last time he drank from her, though they’d stay friends, of course. He would need more blood later this evening. Did he really need it?
He usually found someone naturally; this city was full of interesting people who wanted to talk and dance and make friends. Like that girl with the wild curls over there, who was inspecting him regardless of Phil’s presumed claim.
Wild curls. A wistful smile crossed his face. He missed dancing with Leonie. He’d always liked charming her out of her seriousness, just a little, just enough to find the girl who loved to spin around the dance floor. She liked it, too; maybe it was a relief. She was too much like his brother sometimes. They could both use a little fun, a little more dancing.
Horst had a letter in his pocket: a terse line to say Johannes had arrived safely and would be in Penlow the next day. This was the delicate attention of a courtier, by Johannes’ standards. Horst felt a surge of affection; he was quite sure Johannes didn’t understand why such a letter was polite or appreciated, but he was doing it anyway. He was trying to be a better brother.
He had been proud of Johannes for making this trip. Horst was concerned - Johannes might a nasty shock when he tracked Leonie down - but he was less concerned than he would once have been. He had faith in his brother. Johannes would behave well, at least for her. And maybe he would finally speak, if she wasn’t married or something. Or, knowing his brother, he might speak anyway. Horst grinned at the idea of Johannes bearing Leonie away from her theoretical husband’s home on a steed, like young Lochinvar, or whoever the chap in the poem was. Or, just as likely, Leonie bearing Johannes away. He could picture Johannes sitting across her saddle like a passenger on a commuter train, frowning while she bore him away to mad adventures, her hair on the wind like a pennant.
Johannes brought that out in her. And when he did, she just blazed with the relief of it. More than that, Horst wanted to see his brother around Leonie again. There was a quiet spectrum of Johannes-expressions that Horst hadn’t seen since they’d last all been together: amusement; concern; protectiveness; contentment. A furtive appreciation of Miss Barrow’s form that Johannes would be mortified to know was discernible. He was aware of her, always. Horst had seen him wake when she murmured in a nightmare, colour and look away when she stretched.
He wanted that for them. Horst would still be a vampire, a rock in the stream, life flowing by without him, but he’d enjoy seeing them together. Johannes and Leonie were deep-roots people. That was half of what was wrong with Johannes these days; he needed his own patch of ground, and the flat didn’t satisfy him. If the fates were kind, and Johannes and Leonie put down some roots together, maybe he could drop by and sort of borrow their roots, from time to time. If that wasn’t straining the metaphor, which it probably was. But he’d never wanted his own. Maybe he was a stone that skipped across the surface of the water, he thought, and his spirits lifted at that idea.