A. Actually yes, I could of died dehydration when I was younger, coupled with a over one hundred temperature fever.
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Q. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
A. I_I Hmm… If I had someone I really liked, but at the moment I don’t like anyone since highschool. (Irony in a way) The person I liked in highschool was someone who I shared a ceramics course with, and I didn’t have the courage back, or perhaps I didn’t want to feel the pain of rejection. I got over it, but then again, I am more aromatic than romantic over all.
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Q. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
A. Hmm, I think about a lot of things really. If I am horny when I am trying to fall asleep, I tend to think about, humorously enough, intercourse, primary anal and oral, ranging from between someone and me to two others and me. Or about possible stories that I could write, but never ending up writing, or going over possible debates I could have with people, but never really do. (I feel like I am bothering people if I sent them such things, but maybe I should try to be more courage-able in such things?)
I was tagged by Zelryem to answer these questions so I'm gonna answer these questions, dammit! Debated hiding them behind a read more, but ha ha ha fuck you, you're stuck with the mobile experience WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT AHAHAHAHAH
1.) Plushies or figurines?
I love stuffed animals--I've collected them for years. They're so fluffy and more fun to hug and/or play with than figurines. My oldest is Puppy--he's only a month younger than I am, meaning he's about to turn 21!
2.) Opinion on true love?
"True love," as in "there is exactly one person out there among seven BILLION that is the perfect partner for you and only you"? No, I don't think that's a thing. People can come pretty close to "true love," in that they're a fantastic or amazing match, and their personalities complement one-another's and have sexual chemistry and happiness together, but that there is only one out there? And you managed to somehow find that one person who speaks your language, in your area, is of compatible gender, orientation, religion, and possibly even age? Nah. But a great match can come pretty damn close.
3.) What is something you've always wanted to try but isn’t possible to do?
I wanna be and/or do a werewolf and learn to do magic. Aiming high, bitches
4.) Best kind of music to listen to to pass the time?
Ambient music is one of my favorite genres. Silent Hill's soundtracks by Akira Yamaoka being my favorites among that genre, but most any instrumental or mostly-instrumental soundtracks are what I listen to the most. Ambient techno/IDM is also a particular highlight for music to pass the time to, like Boards of Canada, Aphex Twin, christ., Oneohtrix Point Never, and Plaid being the ones that jump to mind. (I also love gothic rock and metal like Evanescence and Lacuna Coil, too)
5.) Living in the city or out of the city: which is best to you?
If it's between living in the main city or in the suburbs, then the suburbs. They're a lot safer by FAR. If it's between the urban sprawl and the countryside, then I have nothing to compare to--I've never lived outside big cities or suburbs, and the only small towns were part of the Detroit and Tampa Bay megalopolises.
6.) Describe your childhood in 5 words or less.
GET ME OUT OF HERE
7.) Best moment of your life so far?
Either the day I was hired at the library/the day I started work at the library, or last April waking up cuddled behind my boyfriend the morning after he, um, took my virginity... that was a great time :3
8.) One thing to take from a vacation place as a souvenir?
Like from a hotel? Little courtesy bottles of shampoo--don't laugh, they come in handy! If you mean a random souvenir from a random tourist attraction, I always loved finding seashells at the beach.
9.) Wish you repeat any part of your life over?
If I could redo anything, it would be high school. I spent a long time not taking care of my GPA and neglecting my health, and it would have made my life a whole lot less worrisome had I just gave a damn about school and taken proper care of myself. Plus, knowing that I wasn't a wretched abomination for liking guys DEFINITELY would have been a load off my shoulders.
10.) Advice for someone struggling in life?
Life will get better. It's a travail and tribulation right now, and the shit you're slogging through seems like it will never cease, but someday you'll find the things in life you need to make you happy, but also satisfied and replete. Don't simply wallow in the emptiness, either--small things help you feel better, even if you wouldn't expect them to and it seems silly. Growing plants, riding a bicycle, getting fresh air, or even cooking a food dish properly for the first time all do good shit for your state of being, or at least mine. :)
I have to tag other people to do this, so I'm gonna say hosquill asocietyofmyown zigerrotashen creepyandersonmanatee and esmeraldaweatherwax are all up! Er, if they like.
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Anyone alive? Perhaps Shigeru Miyamoto, creator of the Legend of Zelda, Metroid, Mario and co., Starfox and Pikmin, but a translator would have to be present.
4) What do you think about most?
I really don't know. One of them would be where am I going to get my next meal--I spend a lot of time planning out meals based on what foods and/or restaurants are available--but I also spend a lot of time thinking about my body, which is interesting since it's not something I like to think about.
7) What's your strangest talent?
The ability to shift my squeaky high-pitched voice two or three octaves lower to a gravelly, rumbly-sounding one. It's also my singing voice.
8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
Girls... are pretty; Boys... are hot.
17) What was the last lie you told?
To my mother, that I'd be okay with attending some family function, a graduation party. I'm really not--I hate most of my family most of the time, and that occasionally extends to include my spoiled brat of a cousin.
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
I do not believe so.
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
That's a tough question. I'm that special kind of "bizarre" I like being friends with, but I'm also kind of an asshole. So I suppose?
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
I feel like this is a trap... ehh, whatever, fuck it. I don't like their music at all, but any of One Direction's members would be a neat night--they're all reasonably hot, and I fucking guarantee you that at least two of them are gay.
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
"ATTENTION, FUCKHEADS: YOU'RE ALL FUCKHEADS AND NEED TO STOP KILLING EACH OTHER OVER DUMB SHIT. THIS IS GOD, SIGNING OFF."
Zoo trip tomorrow, bright and early! The bright and early (11 AM) part is gonna suuuuuck, but the Zoo part will be fun! (especially since I'll be accompanied by best friend asocietyofmyown and boyfriend hosquill, two of my favorite people) so basically, *long, deep breath* yay!
Muuuuuch better! (multiples of four, gosh that was a bit up there)
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Someone who's disappeared and didn't want to be found. Probably someone famous. Now that I'm on that trail of thought, I'd like to meet D.B. Cooper, the man who took an airflight hostage, demanded and received $250,000 and several parachutes, and leaped out of the plane into the northwest wilderness... if he's still alive, that is.
4) What do you think about most?
Um. Not music. Not video games. Not sex. Not my bf or my friends... Probably food? That or musings on the further adventures or offscreen escapades of book characters? I don't know, this isn't something I've ever pondered.
8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
Girls are pretty; Boys are hot.
also vaginas and penises respectively
17) What was the last lie you told?
"YES, Mom, I'll go to bed in a little bit."
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
Weakness... probably a lack of proper motivation until I'm right on the edge of fucking things up, which is a really really bad habit. Strength... if I say something, I will mean it and stick to it, 99% of the time.
41) What was the last book you read?
Poison Tree by Amelia Atwater-Rhodes
43) Do you have any nicknames?
Plenty, some of which I like, some I'm indifferent to, and a few that make me frothing-at-the-mouth with rage. Seanson, Ringo, and Sweetie make me smile; Syauska, Séance, Snowflake, and various online handles are fine; but calling me Seanie, Seanathan, Scrimshaw, Poindexter or a few others will make me stab you to death with a sharpened metal spoon.
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
Call the police. Get help straightaway. Even though I took swim classes for several summers and lived off the beach, I'm, um, not great at swimming, so I don't know if I could help a poor little doggie get out of a canal if he's not very little. If nobody came along soon enough and the dog looked like I could get him out, I'd have to jump in myself. Once he's out, I'd head to work and suck it up I guess.
74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
There Might Be Coffee by Deadmau5 makes me smile.
77) How can I win your heart?
You in particular? You don't have to worry about it since you've already got it in your pocket. :3
In general? Fucked if I know. Romance isn't something I'm great at, and only relatively recently have I gotten okay at "feelings," so if you're looking for ballpark, then go with "be there when you're needed, enjoy music, video games, and books, don't be a hater 24/7, and be all right with simple pleasures like walks in the park or two AM tea in the kitchen."
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
I can narrow that down pretty far to a couple:
getting on my hands and knees and begging you to take me back
telling my best friends I'm gay and not having to worry about hiding it with them
deciding to finally start taking care of myself better and not being borderline suicidal about the various shit hands life dealt me
the latter two of which actually involve you in one way or another, so... probably just the first one.
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
"Be nicer to each other. Stop acting like others who are different are bad, they're just DIFFERENT. Homosexuality, lesbianism, transsexuality, being a woman, being black, being jewish, subscribing to another religion or no religion at all, wanting to be happy in life instead of miserable in the traditions of the past, THOSE AREN'T BAD THINGS. Treat people if not with respect, then with a basic dignity. Stop torturing animals and murdering other people for fun, it's horrible and we all have just the one life and you shouldn't waste it. Actively making someone else's life worse is a terrible way to leave your legacy. The earth is for everyone, not just the rich and powerful but the poor, needy, and yet-to-be-alive, so leave off on wantonly destroying it for base financial gains. And please, remember: think of others whom aren't yourself. You aren't the only person out there, so don't be a heartless bastard--do or say something friendly and selfless every so often." :)
