#hourae

[bellocan]

Tiger + hiccup

Tiger - What is your bravest moment?

I suppose my bravest moment in life so far has been communicating to my parents about my depression and my general Desire to Die. My mom doesn’t really get it. She tells me that I can just think my way out of it. But for the most part they’ve been supportive.

Hiccup - What makes you nervous?

A lot of things make me nervous. But people make me nervous the most. Nervous about people only talking to me ‘cause they pity me. Nervous that I’m bothering them. Nervous that I’m talking too much. Nervous that I’ve upset them. Nervous that they’re actually out to get me. Nervous that I no longer have a place. People are like dust in the wind. And it scares the hell out of me.

[poonanimittens]

18, 75

4Thanks for the ask!

18. The last time you felt broken?

Honestly, other than a few years ago I’d say several months ago I was really feeling not like myself. I’m mostly over being suicidal and dealing with my mental health, and I feel like I’m recovering in a good direction. But nobody really explains what happens after you start feeling “normal” again. I was so used to feeling down on myself about everything that it’s hard to feel good about things. So, I guess I’d say several months ago was I felt mentally broken.

75. Do you study better with or without music?

Definitely study better with certain music. I like to throw on some instrumental music or some Nujabes / chill hip hop. Sometimes I’ll even go to one of those 24/7 “Chill” hip-hop beat things on Youtube.

[kaidous]

starlight, motel

starlight: have you ever written a love letter?

in terms of a romantic one, nope! but ive written lots for friends and loved ones to show them that i love n appreciate them!

motel: are you superstitious?

not really. i was a firm believer in friday the 13th when i was younger though lmao

[lissaremade]

9

9: what is the aesthetic of your current project

A LOT of fantasy with a hint of victorian aesthetic because that’s what i based some of it off of

(minus the clothes because i am too lazy to redraw the official art for now)

[lissaremade]

25

25: Talk about an ex-best friend.

hoo boy

i dont wanna get too into it or else it’s the only thing i’ll be thinking about all night but i’m glad that we parted ways.

[myuun]

25

25. In the past week have you cried?

I cried just last night. ;v; I cry almost every other night tbh... Last night though was because Mystic Messenger, but other times I have legit depression reasons... ;v;... I am a baby.

[udon-udon]

hourae replied to your post: holy heckie i’m actually really hungry but i dont...

get some udon

pls deliver

[komiageru]

10, 39

Hi. I hope you’re having/had a good day  (´・ω・`)

10: Do you like the way that you grew up?

I don’t really understand this question, but if it means how I was raised then yes. I’m really fortunate to have the family I have. They love and support me so much that I’m scared to disappoint them. ;-;  

39: What is your favorite kind of pizza?

I really love pineapple pizza. I know a lot of people think it’s disgusting but they need to give it a chance.