mm. I need to read over the tenancy agreement today so I can ask my obligate 1673 questions tomorrow (as I am want to do any time I am presented with Rules) (I need as much clarification as humanely possible) but I'm so sleepy -w-

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mm. I need to read over the tenancy agreement today so I can ask my obligate 1673 questions tomorrow (as I am want to do any time I am presented with Rules) (I need as much clarification as humanely possible) but I'm so sleepy -w-
At the start of this month luck and persistence finally paid off! Managed my very very long time goal of getting Silvaineaux a medium. It is finally finished being decorated (ran out of slots). Mateus, Empyreum Ward 22, Plot 48.
I've been chipping away at a build in House Flipper 2 to kind of make a broader idea of what I imagine Nomin's Island Sanctuary cabin to look like. ; w ;
Still got a LOT to play with and adjust, but I'm liking how things are at least looking in terms of general layout thus far. I'm also trying to see what exactly I can do in the game I couldn't do in the previous one, so it's mostly just me editing the base house you get in Story Mode (which has a really good layout for what I imagined in the first place!)
I haven't touched a lot of the upstairs, and it's possible that I'll probably break down walls to make adjustments. Most likely, I'll have to do Sandbox mode to have more freedom (now that I found out Story Mode doesn't let you destroy roofs you haven't built yourself? I find that weird, personally...)
I have that rental viewing tomorrow morning, and honestly? I'm kind of terrified. It feels like the weight of the world is weighing on this going well, of me getting this house, of this being *it*. It's building up to be some grand, nightmarish, life changing scenario where I will be rejected and cast out forever and ever.
Very few things are ever as scary as they seem in the lead up. I will most likely come away from this deeply underwhelmed, and possibly disappointed. Even if it goes well, it is the *beginning* of a process - not the end of one.
And that in and of itself is horrifying. It took so much work to get here. I feel deeply inadequate and deeply unprepared. But if I back out, if I give up, I'll be in the exact same place I would be if it ended poorly, so there's no reason not to at least Try.
I deserve a better life, and this is a big step in the right direction. I just hope it treats me kindly.
so i've counted at least 3 new blocks of student housing that have gone up in my city over the last couple years right. but people looking at affordable housing are waiting an average of NINE years. i am so normal about this actually.
(even with "silver priority", which is awarded for Literal Homelessness. it takes 3 years. i am so fucking normal about this)
Junelezen Day 19: Travel
The front room of an inn suite in Thavnair
Honore and his natural habitat.
head in handzzzzz. how much Should a fridge cost? how much should i be paying for washing machine? how.does house work? why money?