Where do I go?
How do I pick?
Do I take you into consideration?
When does what you say become real?
Was it Saturday when you asked if we could run away?
Or was it last month when you said it was over?
Do I plan for my first choice, expecting this not to ever actually work?
Or do I take our happy second choice?
Being there with you would make up for the fact that its a little more expensive.
Do I put the city before job opportunities?
Do I get up and go?
Do I soul search for awhile?
Maybe for the put together these questions seem easy, and the choice is obvious.
But for the hopeless in love, all you want is just to not fall apart.
At least not yet.












