my palms r perspiring... so r my underarms... omg this is embarrassing.. He just ask me out and I know this is really common dating culture but I’m really really nervous...
I’ve been on quite abit of dates and never have I never ever felt this level of anxiousness.
Please pray for me... not to embarrass myself...
Girls. What do you wear on first dates? I don’t wear skirts bcos I have eczema on my legs. I have my blouses and pants that I wear to work and though I think they look pretty gd, they aren’t date material. So what the fuck do I wear?!
ok skip the outward appearence... Worst... What do I say? Like Hello? Hi ? Do you fucking shake hands? What if I make it seem like a job interview?! omg.. this is a fucking nightmare...
Guy is much older then me by 17 yrs...I don’t mind the age gap. We do seem to have common topics. Conversations r great online... But in person ... That’s a whole new playing field which I have very limited experience. ( What if he turn out to b a total weirdo. or worst I’m the fucking weirdo? )
You know hw they say that the more you care about something the more you worry about losing it? i’m worried about losing a friend that is really fun to talk to. I think I have enough blind dates to know what guys r like. They find ya interesting online, they talk to ya. They meet ya in person and after a couple of dates they sorta ghost ya. Not obviously but I know. The interest wasn’t there.
5 years ago, it happened. Not his fault. It was me. Took a chance and boomz. gt a little hurt. Expected too much I guess. All my fault. Totally set myself up to be disappointed.
