#howzer anon

[clone-anon]

Captain Howzer x Wife Reader (because why not)

This is for @freesia-writes. Tried to find a balance here based on your post from last night and just thought Howzer might be able to be supportive.

"Hey now. What are you doing?" Howzer approached and kissed your cheek. You were messing around with something online, trying to do your best to keep up, not wanting to be left out, but also trying to take it easy. He'd just put the kids to bed and asked you to relax while he read them a story.

"I'm taking it easy," you replied. "Like you said."

"Mm." He kissed you again. "Maybe come over to the sofa and take it easy while laying on me?"

You smiled at that. He laid out and you laid on top of him, still browsing a little. He watched, but also gave you space, knowing this was your hobby and your retreat. After a little while you put it down.

"Just don't push too hard," he said. "Don't worry about missing too much. Your friends will still be around."

"I know," you answered. You thought about it for a minute. Things had been harder recently and you were more tired than usual. Putting the reasons all into words was hard at times. As your brain kept churning over events of late, Howzer started rubbing your back in circles and pulled you a little closer so he could kiss you. He silently pressed another kiss on your face and you couldn't help but feel calmer with him breathing slowly beneath you. Your mind started to let go a little, relaxing into him, worrying a little less. He felt less stressed with you too. He loved holding you like this, being face to face. Sometimes he'd wrap one of his legs around your calf, not holding you in place, but as a way of having you all the more close. Before you knew it, an hour had passed and you both were nearly ready to fall asleep.

"Let's call it a night," he suggested. You smiled and nodded. Before you knew exactly what was going on, he scooped you up and walked you to bed.

[howie-ner-cyare]

My shining star, Cyare, I'm glad you returned my message so soon. I wish there was something you could do, but I cannot risk you being hurt and caught by my brothers. I still wonder why some of them can stand for this..... Do you remember the beach? Or that time when you shared your desert with me at that little coffee shop? I can only recall the smile you had on your face during that time... Your smile is the thing that's keeping me going, the thing that makes me fight to live so I can see your smile once more. I feel even if I tell you to not be caught, you'll somehow save me and will be feisty about it hahaha! That's another thing I love about you, you're very hard headed. Cyare, I will forever fuss about you staying hydrated, no matter where I am. I love you forever and always. -Howzer (<3)

Howzer, my love, you know me so well! Nothing's going to stop me to fight for you and save you, and to have you back by my side...all safe and sound. I'd do it even if I have to fight the authorities, your brothers... I'd do it all for you.

Word has it that you were not the only one who defected from the Empire, I've heard some of your men have defected and joined you... I'm a little bit relieved to know that, because I know that you are not truly alone and you have your brothers watching your back out there in this harsh galaxy.

I will always cherish those moments...you looked like you were the happiest you've ever been when we went on that vacation. And soon we'll be happy again, just like those times, where we don't have to worry about anything. I'll find a way to save you. And I love you too, my Howzer...I will always love you until the end of time.

Ps. I'd say who's the hard-headed one considering you'd continue to fuss about hydrating, but yes sir!〈(•ˇ‿ˇ•)

[clone-anon]

Hello Clone-Anon! I'm a taller person, like almost as tall as a clone, maybe an inch short. So often I see stories with readers where they are looking up at the clones. But I wouldn't need to except for Wrecker, Tech, or Cross. But I find Howzer to be so fine and was wondering if you could write him with a tall reader who feels out of place because they're tall. Thank you and no rush

I know for a fact you aren't alone! Lots of love to all the tall readers out there! Also, I think I'll start using gifs in my posts when I make them, if I can remember. Might give some people a quicker view of who to expect.

The moment you walked onto the patio, Howzer couldn't stop watching you and you knew it. You immediately felt his gaze and for a brief moment assumed he was simply another person gawking at your height. Next to your average height friends, you always stood out. You didn't want to stare back at him, but did take notice of his features. It didn't take long for you to realize that he was a gentleman, not a gawker.

Howzer had never been on Pabu before, but Echo convinced him to come stay for a bit. He was sitting along the bar of the outdoor patio, shaded by some beautiful trees and laughing at a joke his brothers told when your group walked over. Your friend knew one of his brothers and the group got talking. One thing led to another and you found yourself on a date with him. Then another and another.

He took you dancing one evening, thinking he wanted to learn something and hold you close. He looked a little unsure when the dance instructor pulled him aside to show him what to do by example, but he went along with it. You were both exhausted by the time he took you home.

"Come in," you said almost breathlessly.

"Alright," he replied.

You stood in the middle of your living room and he took you in his arms. He moved back and forth to music that wasn't there. You rested your head on his shoulder and buried your face in his neck.

"I had so much fun with you," he said. "I don't want it to end."

"I was all legs," you replied.

"Oh, but I love your legs," he said, heat coming to both your faces at the admission. "They're part of you."

You pulled away a bit and looked in his eyes. You almost weren't sure how to handle his sincerity.

"Look." He leaned forward an inch and kissed your lips. "See? Right there. Face to face with me. I could study your features and kiss you all night."

You grinned at him and ran your thumb along his cheek bone. His eyes had such depth of emotion and you felt lucky. You felt seen and felt good about it. There was a comfort in his eyes being the ones watching you.

"I could say the same," you replied, running a hand through his hair and kissing him back.

[clone-anon]

I am going through a lot lately and really feel like I need a good cry but Im scared to let it out? Even as an adult, I know this is silly, but I have always been like this and scared to cry in front of people. I love Howzer but I feel like he is very brave and I'm not but maybe please could I get a story to help me cry? If not Howzer I also love Cody and Echo. Thank you and if you aren't comfortable writing this I understand and thanks

It's always good to let it out, but it can be so hard. All the boys are strong and brave and would be safe to cry with. Since you mentioned Howzer first and I haven't written him in awhile, that's who I went with.

Howzer had come over for the weekend. You let him sleep in and decided to get ready for the day, but it wasn't long before you found yourself curled up on the couch. Everything felt overwhelming. Your brain would not stop going and you wanted to just let it out, but it wouldn't happen. That's how Howzer found you.

"Hey," he said, standing near you and looking for your eyes to meet his.

"Hey," you replied, glancing at him before going back to looking at the wall.

He sat down next to you. "What's going on, love?"

You frowned and weren't sure what to say. He reached an arm around you, pulling you toward him.

You replied in barely a whisper. "You'll think it's silly."

"No," he said, shaking his head. "No I won't."

You knew you were secure with him and started telling him about what was going on and how, despite it all, you felt like you were only crying out internally, but the tears wouldn't come. You were walking around carrying deep sorrow with no avenue for its exit.

"But," you replied looking up at him, "you're so strong and brave and have been through so much, this just feels silly of me to feel this way compared to you."

Two tears streamed down his face and without shame, he let them fall. "I have lost so much. So many brothers. And I have missed out on a life that other humans have but that we clones were denied. I try not to think about it, but sometimes, the weight of everything gets to me." More tears streamed down his face and he added, "Sometimes we keep going through the motions, but it catches up with us."

He held you closer and rubbed your back. You could feel yourself start to get worked up and tried not to stop it.

"This isn't silly," he said. "You're going through so much and how you feel about it is okay. It's okay to let it out."

You broke down in his arms and started sobbing. A rush of tears and emotions came through and he kept rubbing your back and telling you softly that he was here for you and proud of you. You didn't know how long it lasted, and afterward you felt like you had a poofy face and knew your eyes were red, but your heart felt a bit lighter. You could see he had let more tears fall too.

"I'm always here for you," he said. "None of this is silly."

Look everybody who needs to cry, stop what you're doing. Okay now just picture your favorite clone. They are holding you. They are supporting you. It's okay to cry. Don't feel like they're there in person? Find a pillow and a blanket and hold on to the pillow and wrap the blanket around you. Those words you wish you could hear to comfort you? Your clone is saying them to you right now. You are safe. You are loved. It's okay to cry. I know it can be hard to get that dam to break, but take the time to let it. Don't hold those feelings in. They are valid.

[howie-ner-cyare]

Cyare,

How are you? Have you eaten today? I know you sometimes forget to drink water and instead opt for something with flavor, but you shouldn't forget to drink water as well.

I'm writing you this note because..... Well because something bad is going to happen, and I don't know how long it'll be until I see you again.... What I'm going to do is going to be considered as treason, but I must do this.... What I would give to lay in bed with you, to stare into your beautiful eyes, to plant kisses against your delicate body....

Cyare.... Meshla.... Whatever they tell you I did, I hope you know that I only did it because I knew what was right. Because this empire..... There's just something I can't agree with.....

Please be safe my love, my life, my shining light in this galaxy of darkness. No matter what happens, I will find you, and I'll make sure to never let you go. We'll run, and have a home on that planet you love so much.

Please wait for me, because no matter what.... I'll make sure to come home to you.

I love you my shining star

-Howzer.

(♡)

Hello, my love. I've eaten dinner... it really feels like you're here with me with your reminders to hydrate myself. But right now, your safety is more important than whether I've hydrated or not!

I wish there's something I could do to help you...the thought of you fighting alone hurts me so much. Please, is there anything I can do? And I never doubted your decisions, love, I know that you had everyone's best interest in mind. You are such a kind soul, to the point of risking yourself against the Empire...the world truly doesn't deserve someone as wonderful as you.

Howzer, we may be apart and the chances for us to reunite are slim, but know that I will always think about you and I will always pray for your safety and well-being. I will miss our shared moments together, with you away and free of your duties... I will miss you, my love, I love you so much.

Stay safe, and take care.