So I have now finished my HSC trials, and I have no idea how I feel.
It just seemed a little too easy judging by the stories I have heard about the exams. I just felt like I did not study nearly enough for the trials and I know I should have studied more. I have gotten good marks all year and I know that all of my teachers expect me to do very well judging by my half yearly exam scores (the pressure is killing me). I just was so exhausted from putting in a massive effort throughout the year and right when I got to the important part I burnt out...
Although I still have the HSC exams left so I think I will able to get the ATAR I want still (lets hope). I made the stupid decision taking up tons of extra curricular activities right before the HSC - I have a wind band thing next week for 4 days, then a week after that a music concourse performance which I help manage and then 2 weeks before the HSC exams I am doing a musical for 6 days (so smart go me).