Jun 9, 2015
May you hallucinate like Walt and not like Jesse.
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May you hallucinate like Walt and not like Jesse.
(One of the people I see - hallucinations)
Why hello Lucy, long time no see but I'm not going to stay up all night talking to you so please stop screaming at me to pay attention to you. I will talk to you tomorrow after you have let me sleep.
4/26/13
Well.. I shall rant about my day.
Woke up about 6:30 in the morning (got 3 hours of sleep)
Smoked a cigarette, & took a nice long shower while listening to some sick music. c;
Got dressed, did makeup, & fixed hair & took selfies 'cause I'm a cam whore.
Smoked a bunch of cigarettes.
Took morning meds.
Tried to eat pizza- Failed epically. Managed to get 3 bites down, & then for it to come right back up, & down again. (So gross)
Brushed my teeth.
Collected some pop from the fridge (Faygo, Mtn dew) & a bottled water.
Did nothing for like 6 hours.
Took Concerta & then took an extra one.
Went in my room, started tripping out, hallucinating (first time having them)
Flipped out, had a panic attack, cried (lasted about 30 minutes or so)
Stopped seeing the shadows when my brother came down.
Got cotton candy; Didn't eat it. Too sweet.
Went upstairs to give cotton candy to brother's.
Went back to my room, sat down, started freaking out again.
How the fuck do I make this stop..?
When you take certain drugs, your body and mind kind of speed up (example, your heart races really fast and you can't keep up with your thoughts). Most times you hallucinate things, well what if your mind is just catching up with things we can't see because they are just ahead of us, kind of like they are in a different frequency. But since your speeding up you can now see and interact with them. If you do enough drugs over time, you might start to hallucinate sober, because your mind is basically trained to see these things now. Although if you stop doing drugs then you will loose that ability and will stop 'hallucinating'.
Just kind of thought of this when I went to get a yogurt