Have a snippet of my Big WIP for these doofuses. This one is a Sam/Ben focus, in a biological dom/sub universe.
Sam took another breath. “Ben.” He was trying to get better at voicing his own desires, trying to get better at asking for what he needed before Ben had to force him there.
“Yeah?” Ben was sitting at his desk, turning back to look at Sam in the doorway of the office.
Sam bit his lip. “I… I am beginning to spin out. Everything about this situation, and the new season coming up, and the videos that are going out now, and I just… I need to stop thinking.” He looked over at Ben, who had one eyebrow raised in surprise.
“Okay. Do you want to kneel?” It had been their go to lately, an easy way for Sam to submit.
Sam took a deep breath, and shook his head. “No, well, not exactly. I want to suck you off.” He couldn’t stop thinking about how it had felt with Ben’s fingers in his mouth, how it felt like his brain had turned to static but in the best way possible. And he wanted to recreate that, but Ben was actively editing, and Sam didn’t want to interrupt that, not too much.
While Ben had been saying the past few days submission didn’t have to be sexual, and while Sam certainly understood that now, he didn’t even necessarily view this specific request as sexual. Sam needed something in his mouth, preferably a part of Ben, but Ben’s hands were busy, and his dick most certainly not.
They weren’t having sex, in fact Ben might not even get off. Sam just needed something in his mouth, needed it so bad he could feel the drool beginning to pool on his tongue.
“Please?” Sam added, watching as Ben’s face filtered through at least four distinct emotions before settling on what appeared to be ‘skeptical’, which was not the one Sam was hoping for.
“What‘a different?” Ben asked. “What will you get out of that that you won’t out of an alternative?”
Sam frowned. “You can just say no if you don’t want me to.”
Ben shook his head. “I’m not saying no. I’m asking you to explain yourself. I feel like you’re three steps ahead of me, dude. Bring me to where you are.”
“Oh. I just… I need something in my mouth. Something of you. And your hands are currently busy. Ergo, penis.”