#hux thoughts

[tarinetea]

sudden return and disappearance combo. hux perfume Okay thankyou bye

i don't even mean this in a "toskovat edgy hux edgy" way. i do seriously think the way inexcusable evil settles fits him well as a character with the sterile / metallic notes on it. thankyou for your time.

[tarinetea]

hey. list of hallucinations and delusions hux has. coming from someone with a history of both. content warnings in tags but typical hux things i think.

- people he knows dying in some ways. crying out for help, screaming. auditory to the point of him having to go check multiple times for a body, even if the person in question is known to be somewhere else.

- bugs. tactile, audio, or visual. it depends. he doesn't actually mind them. if anything, it's more of a comfort. usually beetles or moths.

- random officers of lower rank coming to sabotage him. even to the point of deciding they've compromised his devices or even put cameras in his room. these officers are swiftly dealt with

more under the cut this is getting long. but even if you don't read on please understand this is still a 35 year old working general. sure it causes occasional issues but in no way does it make him incompetent

- delusions of kylo attempting to sabotage him are also frequent, but he's not exactly able to take kylo out in that fashion. though, it's led to more subtle attempts on ren's life and a lot of vitriol. (this also goes for the command circle in tros)

- after starkiller and the destruction of the supremacy, he hears the emergency alarms from both whenever it's too quiet. to the point where it's almost too loud to think

- any drinks handed to him are presumably poisoned. one faked courtesy sip and it's getting tossed. he's the only person who can handle his own belongings under the same logic with extremely rare exception.

- honestly at times he's convinced too that ren isn't exactly human. interpretations change at times but sometimes they're an angel, other sent to be his personal torture. but a manufactured being nonetheless

- while not exactly a delusion he gets unshakeable, lingering feelings of things happening. like premonitions that unless he takes very certain actions to prevent it something will go down.

- also auditory hallucinations of brendol and other abusers of his past. sometimes more or less vague, occasionally accompanied by fleeting shadows or phantom sensations.

- as a coping mechanism, hux also occasionally falls into the belief that he isn't human- more mechanical. not needing to eat, drink, sleep. this is a comfort to him until he crashes from some human need not being met

anyways. yeah have that

[tarinetea]

they gotta ban me from canva man

[tarinetea]

eyes hurt hand cramping but trackpad hux finished . plus a version with glasses. not my best work but given the circumstances (trackpad, aj classic's terrible art program) i am satisfied

[tarinetea]

another discussion on character hcs. the "did" edition. i've seen a few of these drifting about over the years so i thought i'd speak on it. we're plural. (questions open. no guarantee i'll answer + be decent). i don't exactly use these hcs in my own interpretations but i just. wanted to write this because i feel like i only ever see full fledged system with distinct obvious alters hcs. no hate to those just plurality is so much more diverse than that.

anyways. yes there is reasonable evidence for both kylo and hux to be plural. however i really don't think either fall under proper did. both situations, in my opinion, fall under otherwise specified dissociative disorder. i will not be getting into system formation stuff on this post that isn't my problem.

so starting with kylo i personally think they fall under actually only having 2 fully formed alters, at most 3. however, kylo *is* polyfrag. however, these aren't fully formed. majority memory holders or extremely specific tasks. as for those full headmates, i honestly would say ben and kylo are separate. other is probably a caretaker or emotional regulator type role if anything.

as for hux i do personally think osdd1a with functional multiplicity. similar personalities between alters however has led to high communication and coming to the similar practice of leaving notes and recordkeeping somehow. of course there's still some amnesia between switches but given the lack of sleep and overworking, he can fly under the radar for forgetting a few things on occasion.

have my two cents. singlets Please please don't derail this for my sanity. other plural folks hi.

[tarinetea]

am i going insane is this just me seeing it

[tarinetea]

armitage "i call millicent (cat) my daughter to pass as a married cishet man and stop advances from others" hux vs. ben "waow.. he's divorced?" organa-solo

[tarinetea]

the destroywr of the hosnian system has canonically committed vehicular assault against peely. how do we feel about this everyone