#hvnishere

[hvnishere]

nothing in the 3D is going to help you

so maybe it's time to stop looking.

there is nothing outside of you that can help you. when you rely on angel numbers, tarot readings, others opinions, dreams, signs and synchronicities, methods, and so on and so forth—do you truly believe you are being the person who has it?

manifesting is (naturally) not a complicated process and you've been making it hard for yourself. all you must do is decide and keep that decision, despite it all. in fact, to sin is to give into the temptations of the ego and past self. the thoughts, circumstances, and nightmares are tantrums of the ego, who is trying to trick you into staying in the past. it doesn't want to die and you are killing it when you shift identities, so it shouldn't be surprising that its deciding to scream. you must ignore this. something that i like doing is to show gratitude when the exterior is showing me something that doesn't align with my current self.

for example, when someone complains about money i automatically, without much thought, say to myself, "thank god i don't live that way anymore. whew," and continue on with my life. i don't care if i have $100 to my name. if i were to open my bank app and see $100 in my checking, it's automatically corrected to $100,000,000 in my mind's eye. why? because i am embodying someone who is wealthy. this is an automatic process, i don't try to do anything. if i see or hear something that would normally trigger my old self, it is instantly changed within my mind to fit my current self.

even if it weren't automatic, i would still interject any agreeance that happens as a reaction to something in the 3D. using the same example, if i started to agree with that person, i'd interrupt the thought before it could finish and have a moment of clarity ("wait, actually money isn't something i complain about because i have so much of it. i'm thankful that i'm rich and don't live that way, if i'm being honest i feel bad for them).

i am so deeply engrossed in being this new person that nothing can shake me, in fact i'd like it to try. this is the mentally you must have towards the 3D and it comes naturally when you know who the fuck you are. you are god and you made a command, so it is yours. nothing can change that except you. there is no failure, there only is.

in summary, stop depending on external forces and stop giving up because of a situation or a thought or a fucking opinion. do you have it or not?

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"let there be light", and then there was light

stop searching. stop affirming. stop worrying. and start being.

you are god, please act like it. make a decision internally, stick with that decision, and stop believing in anything that isn't want you want. the world is mental. if you want anything, and i do mean anything—you must go within.

constantly stuffing your mind with methods is a sign that you truly do not understand who you are. like i said, you are god. god does not feel the need to do a million things in order to create and call forth a new reality. all god does is command and be. i ask you to do the same.

decide and solely rely on yourself. have faith and confidence. it's yours because you said it is and it cannot get more simple than that. just fucking have it. no one can do it for you. no one is here to save you. everyone is a reflection of you. you are one. you are not your ego. you are god. you are god. you are god.

boss up to the occasion and get what's yours.

DECIDE. KNOW. BE STILL. and most importantly... don't give up

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romanticizing the in-between

do you love waiting or do you love having? quickly, pick one.

visualizing 24/7. affirming obsessively. scrolling. overconsuming. spiraling. revising your dr script again. worrying about time. waiting for change. postponing shifting until everything is perfect. putting desires on pedestals. failed shifting attempts.

a lot of people make the mistake of becoming addicted to dreaming of their desire. this is especially common in the shifting community. instead of fully becoming the person who has shifted, some would rather romanticize shifting and see it as some far out thing.

the truth is, you are it now. you’ve always been, you’ll always be—all you need to do now is realize. the more you tell yourself that you can’t wait to shift to your dr or manifest your desires, the less you’re being it and the more you’re creating a gap between the current you and the you that you want to be.

if you love the in-between more than you love being the version of self that has it, the more you’ll struggle to obtain what you want. are you it or not? the idea of it cannot be more satisfying than actually just… doing it, right? there’s no way you enjoy scripting, scrolling on pinterest, obsessing over every detail, and unknowingly creating separation between you and your dr self (still you) more than actually shifting?

shifting is real. manifesting is real. this isn’t a lala land. you’re actually planning on shifting to a reality that’s, potentially, very different from this one. that is a real thing. this is not a game, we aren’t playing the sims.

so ask yourself, “am i in love with playing pretend more than actually obtaining the things i want?”

do you truly believe it’s yours or do you love coping with the fact that you aren’t there yet? stop trying to fill the void and just do it. when will you get tired of the desperation and of all of the spiraling because you don’t understand your power?

you have it right now. don’t believe in anything else, especially anything that tries to convince you otherwise. stand firm.

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ronnie’s musings: [episode one]

a majority of the advice that circles around tumblr is various ways to try to soothe ego and give it a false sense of control.

this is useless and a waste of energy. ego will never be able to do what awareness does. the one that holds the light to be shone upon endless possibilities is—awareness. ego is a concept created through awarenesses attention. a concept, or illusion, cannot become the dreamer. it is a part of the dream. the dream itself cannot dream.

my goal here is to be free. anything that ego desires is connected to that end goal—freedom, and during my break i truly realized that less is more and why that is so. if i am awareness, who’s trying? it’s not me. awareness doesn’t try. it’s ego who wants to try but ego cannot reach the wheel to steer the dream so that’s rather pointless. who’s watching ego attempt this? i am. who is i am? silence. that’s the answer! awareness is nothingness, it’s formless, it is the silence because it is the observer. it’s the dreamer. you are the dreamer!

you can affirm, visualize, use subliminals if you want but that won’t do anything if awareness is not being aware of the end goal that ego wants. these are all tools to help ego deal with the shift that you [awareness] already made. it might elevate anxiety by giving ego that false sense of control. it adds unnessecary steps and ego really likes unnecessary steps. it won’t do anything bad either, again it’s pointless—just extra fluff. ego can do whatever it wants. it can bounce around and freak itself out but awareness will always be still.

decide to do nothing. ego might not like this—and let it. it cannot create nor sabotage. everything is now because everything is you.

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ronnie’s musings: [episode two]

i am once again on my soap box, rambling at 4AM.

hoping is omitting responsibility and creating seperation. it implies that there’s something outside of you controlling the dream and shifting the illusion. that’s objectively false. there’s nothing beyond awareness—untouchable and far away. it’s all within and now.

you are the being responsible for everything in existence. infinite possibilities exist, right now, because they are all you.

there’s no use wishing upon a star. if you were to do so, you’d be wishing upon yourself. all things point back to awareness.

desires are yours before the thought arises. in fact, the desire only came to be because it’s already one of the infinite possibilities that can be expressed. answer this question for me: if it’s already yours, then what can you do?

ego looks into a two way mirror and only sees itself, failing to realize that awareness is behind its reflection—observing it all.

you’ve always been looking through that mirror, but now you are aware that there’s more to you than you originally thought. there’s another part that you forgot about—and it’s awareness.

when i say awareness, i’m not pointing to something other than you. i am speaking to you directly, the part of you that is nothing and everything at the same time. right now, in this very moment, you are awareness. if you were to strip it all back—you’d still be awareness. that fact cannot change. awareness is the everlasting present. without awareness nothing can be, so awareness lives on forever.

many things might be temporary but awareness can never be that.

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This is what I struggle with the most- knowing.

So i do understand in theory that knowing is my very nature because that is all that awareness is. But how?

Whenever I say- okay, I have my desire. It feels like I'm just being aware of empty words. Idk what its supposed to feel like. If I'm one with everything, why wont the dream change when I dont do anything?

I'm sorry because ig this is getting repetitive but I'm seriously so confused about what to apply rn

if awareness is knowing and you are awareness—how can you not know how to know? it’s your true nature, it’s not something to overthink.

it’s not supposed to feel like anything, awareness isn’t the one that feels—it’s the thing that created the ability to feel. it observes the feeling. feeling is a part of you because everything is but it does not create or change anything so it’s pointless to worry about it.

when you understand who you actually are [awareness] beyond the theory, it becomes clear that you can’t do anything because there’s nothing to do because everything already is. who’s saying the dream hasn’t changed? who’s looking for change? who’s expecting failure?

you say “i have it” and then look for it. when you don’t see it, you accept failure. the words feel empty because you don’t understand what you are.

there’s nothing to apply. you only must realize what you are and what that means. if you are limitless and an infinite being who is all possibilities—everything is already yours. does trying when you already have everything make sense? you are perfect and the dream is perfect. when you let appearances fool you, you are being fooled by yourself. nothing exists apart from or outside of you.

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recognize that you have it now

because all is now.

the feeling of resonance moves throughout me right now. i can feel the shift, i can feel the changes. why? because i have it now. we all do, and we always have.

see, recognizing that you have it now is important. there’s only the present moment. the more you tap into who you truly are (god) and persist in that, the more it’ll become apparent to you too that there is only the present moment. past and future are mental constructs, like everything else in this world. you are creating them, right now.

wish for something to be different? go within and see it so. as soon as you do, creation is finished and it is yours. that is how it works. that might sound super simple to the point it’s hard to believe but it’s true.

let’s say i want a new coat. a really expensive one, max mara levels of chic and expense but i cannot afford one naturally. what do you think god would do? would it go within or would it continue to extrapolate? does it make sense for god to complain about the economy or the “uselessness” of a $3,000 coat? no, it doesn’t.

god would go within and live within. going into your mind and commanding it for yourself is exactly how you get it. it’s actually the only way to get it. so, as god you have to do the same.

i want that coat so i decide that i have it. a simple “i have that coat” will do, and i stick with it. of course, i don’t have the coat on the outside but who cares? i do have it, even if i can’t see it. i am now the person who owns that very chic and expensive max mara coat! in fact, when i picture myself wearing it, i believe that to be true more than anything. why? because i have it now.

(i don’t even really like max mara coats because it’s not my style, not to mention it’s hot asf but i kind of want to manifest one…)

the only movement, shift, or change required is the mental one and that one is instant. it happens before you can say it. if i’m being honest, there is no physical movement. nothing you do physically can change your circumstances if you do not change your mental ones.

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you cannot test faith

you either have it, or you don’t.

this is not an experiment. being god isn’t a piece of clothing you try on for two weeks and then discard when it “doesn’t work”, just to go back to it when the going gets tough and you’re desperate again. either you commit to it or don’t try at all, but if you decide to commit, stick with it and go all in. dive head first and give it your all. the law is not a diet or trend, it isn’t something that you pick up and then put down.

faith is not deliberately tested. if someone says, “if you believe in the law, why don’t you manifest something actually crazy like going to mars or resurrecting the dead?”, are you going to attempt to do just that? no. that’s stupid.

if one truly believes in something, does it make sense to say, “if it’s real it’ll happen within a week and just like this or it’s completely fake and a lie”. it doesn’t work like that. that doesn’t show faith. the law is trusting in the unseen, things that are only seen by the mind’s eye. that requires blind faith.

this means there’s nothing to prove or test, just be. all you have to do is simply BE IT. do you have it? yes? okay good! done. simple as that. it’ll always be that simple no matter what. you’ve been doing it this entire time.

drop the challenges. it won't give you confidence, it just gives you a deadline when time doesn't even exist. rise up and sit upon your throne. the world serves you, you don't serve it.