Name: Shay Mitchell
Age: 23
Currently Living In: Stonecastle, MA
Education/Job: Currently Unemployed, but sometimes help my boyfriend with his drug deals. Dropped out of high school senior year.
Relationship Status: Dating my high school sweetheart Hunter.
Roommate: Currently living with my boyfriend.
Dream Job: Don’t really have one. Maybe own my own business? Idk, Hunter said he would take care of me.
Best Vacation You’ve Taken: Bali, for sure.
Most Played Song: Bottoms Up - Trey Songz
Your Best Memory: Going to Bali?
Where Do You See Yourself In 10 Years: Who knows. I’m not going to define myself like that.
Shay in 2020
Name: Shay Mitchell
Age: 33
Currently Living In: Stonecastle, MA
Education/Job: Small Business Owner of Shay’s Smoothies. Went back and got my GED and then got an AA in business.
Relationship Status: Single and very heartbroken.
Roommate: I am now living by myself.
Dream Job: I’m working my dream job, I just hope that I can keep it open.
Best Vacation You’ve Taken: I love traveling when I can. Probably India.
Most Played Song: Nights - Frank Ocean
Your Best Memory: Turning the open sign on my shop for the first time. Also Skydiving with Serinda.
Where Do You See Yourself In 10 Years: I hope still running a successful business. Maybe with a second branch. Maybe with a baby? Who knows. I’ve dealt with a lot of hurt and pain in my life and am in not a great place with a recently breakup, so we’re taking it one day at a time.
I know, words probably seem hopeless now but I don’t know what else to do. I’m sorry. I know I messed up. I know I did something bad. I want you to know that I never wanted to leave you. I never wanted to leave us. But I couldn’t pass up such an amazing job. When we broke things off, I didn’t leave my apartment for a week. I felt so lost, I was alone and then I lost you.
I know you will never forgive me. I will never forgive me. I just want you to know that I am happy you’ve found someone. No one deserves happiness more than you. I hope you know that no matter what, I will always be here for you. I hope you are well.
-Alison.
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Dear Will,
I wish you could see you the way I do. You’re amazing. Stop putting yourself down and put yourself out there. You are my best friend and I am always going to be in your corner and I want you to find happiness, to find love. You deserve it. I know you will fight with me on this but you will always be the coolest guy I know.
I’ve seen you hard at work. I’ve seen you having fun. You supported me when I wanted to move and advance my career. You were one of the only people who I felt like I could talk to when I came back to Stonecastle. I feel like you are one of the only people I can really talk to or be myself around.
Thank you for always being there for me. I hope you know, my door is always open as well.
-Alison.
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Dear Joel,
You’re everything. I’m in love with you. I think I have been for longer than even I know myself. I think I’ve messed everything up. It is kinda a tunning theme in my life, in case you haven’t noticed. I am such a fucking mess. I know you deserve more than me but I think... if we gave each other a chance... we could have something good?
This is crazy. I’m sitting here, almost crying. I had no idea you had any sort of feelings for me. I felt so bad that I caused you to put your life in danger, I’m not worth that. You make me so incredibly happy. You bring out the best in me. The person I am around you is the person I want to be.
When I came back, it all became so clear. It’s you. It’s always been you. God, I love you so much. So I guess, what I’m saying is... can we at least try this thing?
This one is for you. My real dad. Not the guy who gave me up. Not the one who said he didn’t want me. You. My father, the man who raised me. Who made me the man I am today. I want to make you proud. Coming out to you was so hard, I was so scared but you were there for me, you were my rock. You always have been and you always will be.
I was mad when I found out what you did, I’ll admit. But not for the reason you think. I just wanted it to be my choice. Even if that other guy did come around here, I didn’t want to meet him. You’re my father, period.
I love you.
-Nick.
ps Please, stop talking about Grindr.
pps. Hurry up and ask that woman out, you ain't getting any younger.
✦ WHO: Jeffrey Dean Morgan.
✦ MENTIONS: Hilarie Burton | @xohilariexburtonxo
✦ WHAT: Task #8 for @hollywoodalternative-rpg
My Hilarie,
Or should I call you, miss Morgan from now on?
God, I can’t believe this day happened. It felt like a dream that I never wanted to wake up but you know what’s the best thing? It was not a dream, it was reality. I was living that beautiful moment with you by my side, looking at your beautiful face, noticing your tears of happiness and admiring that beautiful smile of yours that I fell in love with.
I can’t believe how lucky I am. Being married to a woman like you, beautiful, smart, strong and a heart of gold..God, I can talk to you about hours, mentioning all the things I love about you, even the things you do that sometimes bother me but I secretly love them.
Starting this journey with you has been a life goal since I met you. I knew it from the first moment that I’m going to marry you. I saw you walking on my way and I thought to myself “you are going to marry this woman one day” because in your eyes I saw a future. A future that involved us being together, happy, having our own family.
Because I do see a family with you Hilarie, I see a life that only lucky men can achieve.
I can’t even describe to you how I felt the moment I saw you walking down the aisle, my breath was taken away seen you so beautiful in your wedding dress, your happiness and beauty were lighten up the whole room and there was this moment that everything around me pauses. It was just you and me in that room, no one else mattered because everything I wanted, everything I wished for, everything I dreamed was walking on my way. I was looking at you and that was it. Nothing else mattered. Only you. Because you are the only person in this world who makes me happy. No one could ever take that feeling from me, no one can make me feel this way because you are the best thing that ever happened to me.
There is no me without you and I don’t just say that. You know me, you know how passionate I can be and I’m telling ya, this love is real. It’s not going to fade away, I am not going to let this happen. We won’t become what we make fun of.
I remember clearly the night I proposed to you, do you remember it? It was the happiest night of my life, a moment I’m going to remember and cherish forever. That was the night I felt one hundred percent complete because I knew a life filled with happiness and joy and surprises were coming. Saying yes to become my partner, for the rest of our lives was a blessing.
I’ve never felt more in love in my life before.
You make me feel things no one ever has made me feel.
You walked into my life and changed it.
I don’t know how exactly to describe it, I feel like I repeat myself but it’s the truth, baby. It’s one of those feelings you simply cannot explain with words. I can promise you though, that I’m going to show you every single day.
I’m going to make you the happiest woman in this world.
No one is going to hurt you, I’m not going to let that happen.
Hilarie, yesterday was the happiest day of my life.
Yesterday I became officially your partner.
I became your husband.
Everything I wished happened yesterday because being with you, for the rest of my life only seemed like a dream.
You know I love you, so much but I’m going to tell you as often as possible.
I am going to remind you how much you mean to me every day.
how much I love you, you’re going to hear that so often so prepare yourself for that, my love.
Because I do love you, so much.
More than anyone before.
I love you.
So much.
Yesterday, it was a dream come true.
Yesterday, it felt like a dream.
Yesterday....
A dream....
Wait a second....
My best friend for life, you been there like no other person in my life. You mean so much to me. You are truly more then a best friend, your more of my sister then anything else. So many memories and things we have lived together.
I just want you to know that I love you and I’m always here for you no matter what time or day you need me. I will be by your side when you need it.
Alissa, so many fucking things I can tell you. Just hope our friendship will be until we are super old trying to twerk to the oldies when we are in our nursing home.
Let me stop writing because I’m pretty sure you are about to walk in from work.
It’s crazy how our story started but the craziest is that how it ended because I don’t remember how it ended. It’s like one day to another we weren’t together anymore. I lost my soulmate, I lost my love.
If I’m being honest, I never dated anyone after you. I have been on my own since that last day. I might have slept with one or two guys but that’s just to feel something. Which I did regret so much.
Tyler, I don’t know if we will ever get together again or not. But I want to tell you that I love you and whoever is making you happy now is doing it right by you. You are amazing guy that I regret not ever fight for. You were my person like some people would say. When I saw that you had move into town, I couldn’t stop smiling . I felt like a girl in high school gushing over her crush. Your more then a crush to me honestly. You mean so much more.
I’m sorry for whatever I did.
Don’t even know why I’m writing this, I should just text you and hit the send button and regret it after. But this way I am able to let what I feel go without you even finding out. Tyler, love you babes loads.
✦ WHO: Andrew Lincoln.
✦ MENTIONS: of his past.
✦ WHAT: Task #8 for @hollywoodalternative-rpg
Dear, __
I want you to know that I moved to the states.
It was impossible for me to stay in the same place you were, the memories were not allowing me to think clearly.
Everywhere I’d turn, everywhere I’d look, all I could see was your face and that was driving crazy. That was not a lifestyle, I was going to lose my mind if that continued.
I was not being myself.
I couldn’t trust anyone after what happened.
I pushed people away, I focused on my job and every thought that I had I kept it for myself.
No, that was not going to continue.
I couldn’t let that happen.
Everything was a blur inside my head.
So many questions.
How? Why? How could you...
I--I should not continue with the questions, there is no reason to do this to myself.
The thing is that I’m away, in a new place with new people.
A place where I can start from the beginning, with a clear head and focus on myself too.
I am not coming back.
There is no reason to.
I am leaving everything behind.
It’s a new start for me.
I need this.
I went through a lot it’s time to change it.
Time for a new chapter.
I am going to be okay, I believe in me.
I am a tough man.
The memories will still be in my head but that’s what I plan to keep them as; memories.
I’m closing that chapter.
I went through a lot because of it.
A new life awaits me now.
And to be honest, I’m excited about it.
Excited for a new beginning.
Andrew.
Adelaide,
my beautiful, amazing, sweet partner in crime, do you have any idea how much you changed my life?
I don’t want to sound cheesy but my life actually has a point now. Since you walked into my life things turned another turn and I’ve never been this happy and excited. I’m looking forward, I am excited for what life is going to bring me.
Don’t get me wrong, I don’t say I was sad before, I was just...living the moment but that’s pretty much it.
I was having a good time, being the life of the party and such things but now? Things are so much different. I have a daughter, a family with you and at such a young age?
I always thought I’d end up alone with a dog. Yeah, I’m being serious now.
My mind never thought of a family. Maybe I would in the future, maybe I would want a family and a marriage but yeah, you get my point, I’ll try to not ramble on this letter.
My life has a deeper meaning now.
That’s what I am trying to explain. I was good before but now? Damn, now words can’t describe my happiness and joy.
Thank you for that.
Just...
Thank you!
I love you.
Dylan.
