#hyacinthboy

[hyacinth-boy]

ʚɞ ⁺˖ ⸝⸝ Family!! (Homesick)

hello! welcome! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

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╰┈➤ Details:

┆word count; 362

┆TW; loss of a parent

┆fandom; homesick (ocs!!)

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╰┈➤ Story:

I woke up early one morning, the sunlight peeking through my windows. I sat up stretching my body out as I checked the time. My clock read 7:39, sweet mums still home. I got up out of bed, grabbing my pajama pants I threw off last night and slipped them on. I walk down the stairs, my brain still slightly foggy from sleep. I see my mum in the kitchen grabbing ingredients for pancakes and I smile.

“Goodmorning mum.” I say to her and she looks at me entering the kitchen.

“Goodmorning Ackerley!” She says, “Wanna help me make pancakes?” I nod in response as I stand next to her. I help with measuring and pouring the ingredients well she mixed. We poured the mixture onto the pan watching the pancakes as small bubbles would pop up on the top to show they were cooking. I would fail at flipping and mum would have to step in to help. It was mornings like this that made me love my mum even more than I already did. I made a pancake the shape of a deer even though it looked more like a weirdly shaped blob. We served the pancakes up with multiple toppings. I put whip cream and chocolate sauce on mine. Well, my mum just had syrup. We ate at the table together before she rushed away remembering that she had work.

“Well i'm off Ackerley, don't forget to do your schoolwork today okay?” She kisses my cheek as he picks her purse.

“Yeah yeah I'll do my homework.” She smiled in response.

“Good. I'll be back tonight.”

She never came back. The police didn't know her whereabouts. Where she went is a mystery. It hurt a lot. I wish something kept her home that day, but it didn't. She's gone and now I have to move to live with my dad in Canada. I don't really like the idea of living with a man I never met. Mum never really talked about dad. I assumed they loved each other, seeing as they got married. Doesn't it make it less scary though. I just hope I can make it through.

i love my ocs hehehehhee

buh bye! notes are appreciated! ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧

[hyacinth-boy]

you’re so beautiful the stars look down at you.

[hyacinth-boy]

drew my persona wearing a silly sheep sweater ig

[hyacinth-boy]

more rio!!

[makingqueerhistory]

Hi! I'm interested in looking at queer Modernists, preferably those who work with novels. Could you recommend me some please? Especially in relation to how they navigate identity and in being a socialised "other" through their fiction ~

I will be honest, art history isn’t one of my areas of expertise, but if anyone has any suggestions, feel free to add them! Hopefully, my audience can bring better answers for you than I can!

[scowlofminerva-blog]

“Sometimes, however, [in the literature surrounding the extended mind hypothesis] there is a more or less subtle move from the observations about the causal dependencies between cognitive processes, on the one hand, and the body and environment, on the other, to a conclusion that there is some constitutive dependency between the cognitive processes and the brain–body– environmental processes. There is a kind of inattention to the difference between causal dependencies and constitutive dependencies. [...]

The basic problem with all of these moves is that none of them provides a plausible argument for going from the causation claim to the extended cognition claim. The point applies whether cognition is understood as human cognition or as some more general kind of cognition. It applies even to cognition conceived as a set of family resemblances. It simply does not follow from the fact that process X is in some way causally connected to a cognitive process that X is thereby part of that cognitive process.”

-Adams & Aizawa, The Bounds of Cognition

[autolatriste]

well... if you really want to know, it's brennan. you probably think i'm obnoxious and annoying.. but you're one of the coolest people i know and wow i wish i made a better impression with you sigh.

i don’t think you’re obnoxious or annoying, i feel like i don’t know you well enough to form a really strong opinion on you, (i’m sure that could change) but you definitely seem cool too, though so i wouldn’t worry about having made a bad impression or anything! 

(ps i’m not really that cool, i’m actually pretty lame)

[fadeintocase]

what's usually the first thing you conceive when songwriting— chords, melody or lyrics? & how important is the correlation to you between them?

they usually start as a single line with a melody and the rest of the song can spark from that just as a concept of how it should "feel"

and everything kind of has to fit together for a song to have the right feel so yeah