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[iliothermia]

Sometimes I get some anon compliments about my appearance or work that are very kind. If you've done this please know I appreciate it very much, and it does brighten my day- I just also don't publish them. I keep some things to reread when I'm not feeling great and don't like to bother the dash with people complimenting me unless there's attached questions I can answer or have something more to offer, too. Only posting this because I (also) don't want people to not think I don't care about their sweet words. Thank you n it means a lot to me!

[iliothermia]

I finally got to mourn with others tonight. My synagogue was as full as a high holiday service. Seeing my rabbi I admire more than anyone crying broke my heart, she gave me a hug and told me I was so important to her. I think that's one of those voice clips that will stay in my brain forever. I don't have a mom so it just hit me hard. A 70 year old woman I'd just met insisted on driving me home, we talked about our worries for innocent Palestinians who are suffering while mourning the horrors we've seen the past few days, the stories of all the people who are gone that people knew personally at the vigil tonight. The lady told me if I hid the 10$ I offered her for gas in her car she'd hunt me down.. So I left 11$. I hope I see her again

[iliothermia]

I have successfully had my sad little cry, sorted everything out, got help with ordering prints and sent out every single package that didnt require stamps today. I still do not have a replacement card but I found help with doing everything I can to get things moving. :) Thank you everyone for the patience and 1000 years of bad luck to that thief's bloodline Also-- Someone sent me an anon asking if I would put a specific print back up for them because they were sad they missed it when it was up. I did order it for you. :)

[iliothermia]

I haven't oil painted in 12 years and I'm really happy that it's like.. coming back naturally.. also a strange feeling to be making art the way I wanted to years ago, but went a different route because of using a mouse

Ultimately I'm glad with the direction my art went digitally, now I can just have both :)

[iliothermia]

Really tired.. haven't slept much for nearly a week now. Gonna unplug from the net and try to get some sleep and catch up on work on Sunday. Sincere apologies for being behind on shipping but things have been a mess.

Stay safe ❤️

[iliothermia]

i’m going to viciously draw hip dips because my whole life regardless of my size i was made to feel like I was wrong or needed surgery or to do exercises that don’t CHANGE THE SHAPE OF MY PELVIS to correct it  @everyone with hip dips i love you 

[iliothermia]

I can't respond to everyone, but I wanted to say thank you so much for the birthday wishes. It means a ton to me and I appreciate every one. Goodnight ❤️

[iliothermia]

New years resolution is to find a man to carry like my bride. Make a man blush. Bake for a man. Be unapologetically Jewish with a man. Deepen my wrinkles laughing with a man. Hold a man inbetween my palms like the little pearl he is.

🛌💤 goodnight