#hyperfocusedbfrhys

[toomuchdivergentformyneuro]

the sun doesn’t know that the moon wishes to be engulfed by him.

the sun doesn’t know the moon wishes the sun to have many stars see him in all his glory.

the sun doesn’t know the moon looks up at all the billions of stars each night and day and wishes on each and every one that the sun can burn brighter, can calm his soul, and can feel at peace at last.

the sun doesn’t know the moon wishes to hold the sun’s hand, to be caressed by his warmth, even when others are scared by his heat.

the sun doesn’t know the moon sees him and loves him, even when his light dwindles a little sometimes.

the sun doesn’t know the moon will always cherish the sun, even when he doesn’t know how to cherish himself.

the sun doesn’t know the moon will always be grateful for the sun’s glow, even when the sun wishes that he didn’t glow so bright, cuz the moon will always be bright because of him and so many other planets will be alive and themselves with him there.

the sun doesn’t know the moon will love him always and forever, through thick and thin, through night and day, through death and life.

[toomuchdivergentformyneuro]

5 MORE FUCKING DAYS PEEPS ITS 5 MORE DAYS TILL I SEE MY BOYFRIEND OMFGGGGG

[toomuchdivergentformyneuro]

your love

wraps itself around me,

cautious

yet loud,

and it’s the sweetest thing that i’ve ever 

allowed 

to 

touch 

my skin. 

[toomuchdivergentformyneuro]

it’s such an oddly beautiful experience 

when you can be yourself

when you can be vulnerable

when you can be ugly

when you can be melancholy 

when you can be full of rage

in front of someone

who was once a stranger

and not think once

about how much you are yourself

in front of that someone

you simply are

there is nothing more glorious 

than that

it’s such an oddly beautiful experience 

when you can be yourself

in front of someone

who was once a stranger

— thank you, 3/28/2024

[toomuchdivergentformyneuro]

i was drowning 

and could not breathe 

for the longest time 

then you touched me

and i realized that 

you are the only one 

who can lift me above the water 

and help me breathe again 

[toomuchdivergentformyneuro]

and out of nowhere

i saw everything 

in his eyes 

[toomuchdivergentformyneuro]

“te amo, mi sol.” he whispered while brushing his hands through the sunny rays in his room. 

the window was open, the sunlight coming in and hitting the floor. dust could be seen within its rays, shadows of birds swooping through them on occasion. 

see, his love had once been with him in another lifetime. 

now, they visit in the form of sunlight. 

on the dark days, he was sad, because his love could not be seen and could only watch him. 

but on the bright days, he was surrounded by them. 

he was surrounded by the warmth, by the light, by the beams of heat striking his skin. 

and he would whisper, as he once had in another lifetime, “te amo, mi sol.”

although his sun could no longer reply, he knew they loved him back, for they came again after the dark days, and kept returning.

and they would sit with him and make sure he was safe on the dark days, even if they could do nothing to help. 

and often, if he listened hard enough, he could hear his love whispering back faintly from another lifetime, “yo también te amo, mi luna.” 

— “te amo, mi sol”, 7/18/2024

[toomuchdivergentformyneuro]

i hope one day the sunlight glows in a way that keeps your attention for a bit longer than was planned. 

i hope one day the moon’s edges gleam in a way that makes you look twice. 

i hope one day the water reflects the world in a way that makes you want to dive in. 

i hope one day the grass is greener than any other grass has been and it makes you want to roll around in it. 

i hope one day a flower blooms in a way that surprises you with its beauty and makes you want to keep it forever. 

i hope one day a book takes you by the hand and drags you into another world for hours. 

i hope one day a dream is your idea of paradise and is better than all other dreams that you’ve had. 

i hope one day all these lovely things happen. 

i hope one day they happen, so that you will see what it feels like to stumble upon the revelation that is you. 

i hope one day you grow the image of yourself that i have seen all along. 

you’re more than nature can encompass, greater than space has within itself, and more beautiful than the sun and moon gathering is. 

— i hope one day, 7/18/2024