TERRIBLE FATHER :
[ shoot ] your muse shooting my muse anywhere ((pull the fuckin trigger angel))
you were scared. that’s why you did it. he told you you didn’t have the guts. but you did. someone had to stand up for you, and it was you. you wanted change. you didn’t want to be like him. but when you pull the trigger, you hear his laugh. you don’t know if it’s in your head or not. the bullet doesn’t go entirely through, it’s lodged in his shoulder. you didn’t want to kill him. you still loved him. he was all you had left in terms of family.
“d-dad?” you ask shakily. “i-i didn’t... i didn’t mean to -- i...” and now you’re thinking of your mother. what you did to her. oh god, what did you just do? you shot your father.













