Mar 24, 2023
You understand not how deep my fear runs; how crushing it is
How pervasive and all-consuming it is
How it ruins everything for me
My mind is abuzz with all sorts of possibilities
It's never, never, never quiet
Dreams turn to nightmares as reality haunts my deepest mind
There is fear in everything and I am never safe
I am always on edge waiting for something to happen
It's suffocating and I choke on my anxieties
There is never silence
There is never peace
Do you see how that would drive one absolutely mad?!