Okay so I had a moment where I was able to have my hypnotist and his hypnotist just kinda all do a session and Im now even more sad bc I can fuckin move him around and direct different stuff while he’s under and I even had him follow the pendulum around the room but my anxiety of actually speaking and doing the induction pisses me off and I can’t stop crying
why is life poopy
I hate having fear of failure so much I end up crying about the idea instead of really digging deep 🥲 ugh












