#hysterekial

[stanning-seb]

Top 5 Sebastian smiles kgo

OMG…ok now this is tough! But i’m totally a sucker for the super cheesy smiles

SWOOOOON 😍😁

Put TOP 5 anything in my ask!

[the-cimmerians]

The winter soldier

OH MAN okay so here’s the thing. i often meet and come to love absolutely AMAZING women who are in relationship with really horrible, awful men. it happens often enough that when i meet a woman and i think she’s incredible my automatic second thought is ‘she must have one fucking revolting sack of a dude stashed somewhere’. i have come very far on my own journey of how to deal with this so it’s better, but it still happens a lot and i still hate it. i end up trying to balance my desire to love and support them against my disinclination to watch them be hurt, and it fucking sucks and i’d love to be done with that now thanks because i am super-old and kinda tired.

[oldcoyote]

hysterekial replied to your post:

Right there with you! Love all the stages I have finally gotten to blond silver its taken 6 weeks and my hair is distressed but loving it

oh man blond silver would look amazing on you too! i do love hair adventures 💛

[luckiedee]

hysterekial replied to your post: Reblog and put in the tags the last time you cried...

Call the midwife is so beautiful, makes me cry too

Yessssss. It’s gorgeous and I really appreciate that it’s primarily stories about women.

[oldcoyote]

hysterekial replied to your post: something a few hours ago triggered my PTSD and a...

Rage is like nausea, I personally, can not even distract my way out of it. Maybe try saying everything out loud to your cats, or cooking some comfort food and watching red dwarf. Maybe reorganize your music collection while listening to an audio book, weeding is good but it’s already night for you. Download endgame and watch the dodgy cam and paint your nails.

thank you for the advice hon. i pulled out and repacked some things but not much good i just got frustrated. i sat in the shower for a long time which didn’t help a lot but it did help some

i’m just sad and numb now, hopefully i’ll sleep at some point

[oldcoyote]

hysterekial replied to your post: hysterekial replied to your post: ...

i faced a phobia today and finally got a blood test, it’s been 13 years since my last needle

oh my god sugar, that’s so amazing! i’m so proud of you!! 💜💛💙

[oldcoyote]

hysterekial replied to your post: so i’ve been losing weight for the last 2 years...

I’ve lost 42kg in 9 months, no reason why except that maybe I’m really sick? :/ I’m so scared

definitely go see your doctor! i know it’s super scary but that’s a lot of weight to lose without trying, and it’s absolutely better off knowing sooner rather than later if something is wrong. if there’s nothing wrong, wonderful, and you get peace of mind. if there is, you get on top of it sooner. it’s a must do, love, you gotta go see what’s happening bc the longer you leave it the more dangerous it is!

[luckiedee]

hysterekial replied to your post “Luckie PSA”

DON'T LEAF ME

♥♥♥  I’m not going anywhere! (yet??)