If anyone has that lams fic where it’s a finished multi chapter story starting with Alex and laf becoming fuckbuddies John comes over to crash on laf’s couch and Alex answers the door. Alex becomes a true friend instead of just a booty call. The lamb bois catch feels. Truth or dare where laf lies to try and push the lamb bois together, john gets hurt, alex consoles john and they finally get together
His mom looked at him with guilt but he could never figure out if it was because she gave up her first son and kept him or because she didn’t give him up too.
Not historical Bc like she didn’t give up James or the kid she had from her first marriage irl. Plus idk if you could really do that in the day w/o like dropping them with fam or straight up deserting them? Idk
If you guys find these fanfics pls tell me. They would be on ao3. They’re hamilton fics Bc I’m trash
1) I think historical ham fic of Alex’s POV before and during the duel. They have a line saying that if Lauren’s weren’t dead then he’d be Hamilton’s second and it kinda killed me and if possible I’d like to read it again. I think it’s one chapter/finished?
2) lams, college setting, starts off w laf and Alex friends with benefits. Segues into lams at the end. Mentions Alex doesn’t like cuddling/being touched after sex? I don’t think there’s any explicit sexual scenes. The beginning, john meets Alex when he goes over to laf’s dorm and Alex lets him in. Includes at the finale of the angst laf goofing up during truth or dare and john getting hurt
Sorry this isn’t a lot of info but I’m nostalgic and this can’t hurt at the very least