Apr 22, 2024
everything is feeling like its too much again
#i eat bees.#i am... exhausted.#and its the mental exhaustion.#i just.#dont want to keep doing this anymore you know?#just. working. just working and chores.#thats all i ever do anymore#just chores (paid) and then more chores (unpaid)#like i just. come home and have a second shift basically man#i wish i didnt have to work#or i at least wish i didnt have a job scrubbing fucking toilets. again.#but no higher education. no money to get higher education.#no idea what id even want to do for a higher education.#at a total fucking loss of what i even want to do#is this just it? is this all i'll ever be?#a shit educated toilet scrubber? just cleaning up other peoples messes? forever?#not just at work but at home too?#i dont even have anything to look forward to anymore man. i am just so fucking tired anymore
