i suffer from internalised nothing gaze, i do not think about myself
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i suffer from internalised nothing gaze, i do not think about myself
//explain
>tfw everyone else in your class has already served multiple internships and have campus community jobs and you literally haven’t done a thing
I had a whopping 3-ish days of reduced chronic back pain, and now the temperature has dipped and my pain level is awful again.
I've had 2 people win my ebay auctions and then never pay in the last week, and now I've got 2 more winners who are being slow to pay and not responding to me (this is how i pay my bills since quitting my job)
My mutuals haven't talked to me in 1-2 months and I don't have friends.
I have no initiative to write, which is the only thing I'm still alive for, and I'm veering back into chop suey territory.
I'm so fucking done :/
so little going on.
entering my meemaw era by buying a mumu
i don’t prioritize the male gaze or anyone’s gaze i prioritize comfort and shapelessness
today was a terrible day. and if I hadn't had enough, when I got home I took an apple to eat and at the first bite I felt the whole fruit gritty so I started to cry
wish someone would become obsessed with me so i’m not the one who needs the other person more than they need me for a change