Feb 16, 2016
my jacket went missing!! while i was in the lab!!! and i want to be mad about it but honestly at this point i’m just sad and tired and resigned to life and would like to sit down and cry
#i know it's silly of me to care this much but!#i'm so upset!!#i cannot express!!!#it was probably some accident but i can't stop thinking someone stole it b/c that's the kind of conclusion my brain jumps to#and if that's true i'm never getting it back and that is terrible that is really terrible#i have had that jacket for years it's a comfort jacket it has such a nice weight and i wear it like every day i love that jacket#and me being me losing my jacket also means losing the 2 notebooks mechanical pencil and stimmy rocks from the one beach in the pockets#also it's raining today so that's fun. i'm gonna have to go get a new jacket#which i might be able to find at the thrift store for cheap but!!! it's not the same#i want /my/ jacket#why would someone even take it it's a cheap old really worn jacket from my wearing it everywhere it's so old and frayed and stuff#...............which makes it sound even sillier that i want it back but#ughh!!!!!#i'm gonna sit down on the ground and cry about a jacket i feel so ridiculous