I had such a terrible day. I spent all my free time at work making back to back calls with my bank and HR because my direct deposit isn’t working and it feels like no one’s listening and making up random bullshit, and I just want my money, and at the end of the day nothing is fixed, and I gotta call again first thing in the morning.
And then I had to trend like I wasn’t crying my eyes out during training, and I couldn’t focus at all so hopefully todays lesson wasn’t that important because it took two hours to calm down. If I think about it ok hard for too long, I’ll start crying again because when I feel too angry or upset or just too anything my body wants to cry and then I cry even more because I started crying