I do not hate, I do love.
Peace, harmony, silence, love. Perfect life huh? But can't you remember? There is no such thing as perfect but there is LIFE. And life? It is not like the way you imagine it. It is not like what you see in movies, because UNFAIR it is.
Wake up! This is not a fairy tale! There is no happy endings now, no glass slippers, no fairygodmothers and no prince charming. None. Cos Prince Charming only exist in our dreams. This is real life, FACE IT! Everyone will hurt you, that's the truth! It's just a matter of where, when and how. Get it? Be careful! Because the worst thing that you can do is when you let someone hurt you even with the least way they can.
Man? Hahahaha! I really don't need them in my life. My father, My uncle and my cousins are excepted, ofcourse. But rather than them, I could really live my life without any guy manipulating it. I may not be in a relationship all my life, but I can say they're all the same. Why? Because I did love. SO MUCH. But I'm not planning to repeat it again, Because the last time I tried to be serious about fcking love, I was fooled. Not only me, every girl I know cried already because of a guy. Guys make girls cry, not only at rare times but most of the time. And I hate it especially when my friends are involved.
Now tell me, would I allow someone ruin my NBSB title? And then will just ruin my life afterwards? No, right? I don't deserve that. I don't!
Lemme clear something, I'm not a manhater okay? Im just not into falling inlove right now. Maybe someday, but not now.
I do not hate, I do love. If you know me, you know how much I can sacrifice when I love. But if you don't personally know me, maybe you'll think differently.
Do not judge, because you don't know anything. You just know me, not my story. And please do not judge the path that I'm taking, you don't know what journey I've been through and why I ended up taking this path I chose.