#i dont learn

[dilftaroooo]

my toxic trait is starting and writing fics in tumblr drafts smdh

[maxwellamus]

some of yall have never listened to mr capgras encounters a secondhand vanity: tulpamancer's prosopagnosia /pareidolia (as direct results of trauma to the fusiform gyrus)- 2020 remastered version by will wood and the tapeworms while experiencing the wrath of god on the shitter and it shows.

[gay-war-crimes]

one time after it rained I touched some Christmas lights that had been out and they electrocuted me and then I promptly touched them again because they definitely wouldn’t electrocute me twice and when they did I touched them a third time because I don’t learn from my mistakes.

[zabrakian]

since my last star wars/tron post flopped, what did i do? made another one of course. 

[seeking-knowledge]

counselor: this week you should put your priority on this class, and not obsess over this other one okay?

me: *does the exact opposite*

me: *feels awful at the end of the week*

me: geez i wonder who could’ve predicted that.

[minsungsfork]

⚠️: Mentions of death (or dying)

[11:31 PM] The ride back was silent. You were the one taking the wheel while Chan sat beside you. He didn’t bother asking questions, clearly seeing how you were upset about the outburst you had earlier. You never want to show your demon side to anyone, especially if used in threatening. You hated to see the fear in their eyes as they tremble, trying to scramble away from you.

You tried not to have another outburst, thus making you tighten the grip on the wheel. Chan broke the silence when you pulled over in front of his dorm.

“Why are we in the dorms?” He softly asked, turning to look at you who still avoided eye contact. “I’m dropping you off.” Coldness was tinted in your voice, making Chan raise his eyebrow.

“What do you mean dropping me off? I’m not leaving you,” he sternly stated. You groaned before finally looking at him. “It’s better if you leave me like this, I might hurt you and that’s the last thing I want to happen,” you voiced out your side. But this didn’t change Chan’s mind.

“No. I’m not leaving.”

“Chan, please don’t make this hard for the both of us,” you pleaded.

“I already said no.”

“Chan. Please.” You tried again.

“I told you I’m no—

“CHRISTOPHER BANG!”

He didn’t speak. He could only stare at your eyes, which are both red once again. “Can’t you see!? I’m only a threat in your life! What happens if I lose control and hurt you!? What if you die because of me!? I can’t trust myself being around you.” Tears flowed down your cheeks as the thought of hurting your lover brought you pain.

“I know you’ll never do that Y/N. I know you.” He reached for your hands but you quickly pulled back. “You don’t know for certain Chan. I could hurt you anytime! You could die and it’s all going to be my fault.” Hot tears were still streaming down your face.

Hearing you so broken shatters Chan’s heart. He hates seeing you in this state, he hates to see you fearing yourself. Letting his instincts guide him, he pulled you into a hug, pushing him away only caused him to hug tighter.

“I’m a monster.” You sobbed right next to Chan’s ear.

“No, you’re not. You’re far from being a monster.” He reassured you, slowly rubbing your back as you continue to sob.

“Why...Why do you even put up with me? I’m not worth it.”

This time, it was Chan who pulled back. His hands cupped your cheeks before pulling you into a passionate, but loving kiss.

“Because,” he broke the kiss, ”it’s because I love you.

“I love you to the moon and back. You’re worth more than anything in this world and I would never let you go. Now, please stop crying, it hurts to see you like this”

You sniffled, wiping your tears away while Chan wraps you once more in his arms.

“Let’s go inside, hm? I think it would be best if you stay in for the night.”

You nodded and got outside of the car. You trailed behind Chan, locking your car behind you as you both enter the dorm.

[darklightescape]

hmm today I will eat something spicy for lunch [ten minutes later] I have no spice tolerance. what a shocking discovery with no prior evidence besides the entire rest of my fucking life

[chitteringbeast]

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