"I'm already weird and somewhat annoying as is..
...b-but my body's a temple, Mills..! It's embarrassing..!"

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"I'm already weird and somewhat annoying as is..
...b-but my body's a temple, Mills..! It's embarrassing..!"
you know when you want to draw bu you also REALLLY dont want to draw but at the same time you’re hand is saying “draaawwu” but you’re brain is saying “noooo i dun wannna” and you’re tired but you dont want to sleep until you draw something but you don’t want to draw something until you sleep. and then you don’t know waht to do
Writing Kissing Scenes:
I feel horrible. Empty and hopeless.. Everything is irritating and makes me feel worse.
There’s this relationship of these two girls that is pretty public. They had a lot of fans and supporters of their relationship. The two recently broke up. And their breakup was pretty public as well. And now all I see if one of them bad mouthing the other and I just can’t fathom it. I don’t see how someone can be so important to you, you love them, and they are just your world, and then one day you wake up and decide you don’t give a shit about them anymore. That scares me. People scare me. Like even with friendships, or any thing like that. People just suddenly turn cold when they were so warm and I don’t understand it. I understand people going their separate ways, fights and break ups. But I don’t understand not caring at all. Just because you are no longer intimate or romantic with a person, that means you don’t care about them anymore? That means you treat them like garbage? Or like really good friendships that end, and the ex friends treat each other horribly. Like how can you just switch like that. It makes me think that these people never cared at all. Like they were pretending the whole time. Because how can you go from being in love with someone, wanting to make them smile, holding them close, to hurting them without giving it a second thought.
If I care about someone, like truly care about them, I will never stop caring about them. I will never stop worrying about them or hoping they are ok, or wondering how they are doing. I feel like caring about someone is not a switch you can turn on and off, depending on what this person can do for you. You either care or you don’t. They are either always important, or they never were
lonewolfmerc replied to your post
Unchained; nope most are made up. pretty sure
{Not even the high summoner has one, and she's one of the main characters! TIDUS DOESN'T HAVE ONE AND HIS DAD'S IN THE GAME! Like the fuck? I mean Cid has a last name in everything (so I stole on of his)! So why doesn't he in 10? Did they say 'Fuck it!' and just shove all the last name ideas down the toilet?}
Thoroughly confused. 😓