#i feel horrid

[loomingspector]

Whoever along the timeline of evolution decided that throwing up had to be the most horrid feeling in the world, combined with the feeling of damn near choking and crying.

I’m coming for you, and I don’t care that you’ve return to the earth at this point, I’ll find your pieces and make you into a brick to throw at someone.

[grlmsgrotto]

It's a rough anniversary date for me that i wish i could forget but it haunts me from how severe it was. I remember every feeling like it was hours ago

I feel really sick and i wish i didn't have to deal with cptsd

[the-thing-of-worms]

Mom made the mistake of asking me about my book within the sushi restaurant

This was fine at first, I explained to her the setting, 700 years in the future, on the moon

I explained to her the race of giant space worms with human faces which share the moon colonies with human settlers,

She began to look nervous about how this would go on

I explain the worm religion, a mixture of several Christian/Catholic beliefs

She asks "worm Jesus?"

I do not know how to respond (how would he get crucified?)

I continue explaining the research I put in to designing the colonies, the other settings and, namely, the Wormmen

I explained the anatomy of the Wormmen, specifically an organ I call the oviforma, which is where the Wormmen eggs develop

This, my friends, is where things got bad.

I explained to her that Wormmen reproduced asexually because namely I didn't "know how to explain worm sex in my book" or describe how their intercourse is different from humans, just generally gross

At this point my mom's head is in her hands and she's laughing, she says "The baby behind you is covering his ears"

I suddenly remember the family of 5 closely seated behind us

I could not go on.

[samotnya]

It only took one day of weird disorderly snacking to make me nauseous as all hell in the evening

[ahprodithe]

i prefer death over the common cold

[flamboyence-blog]

does anyone have any idea how to get over rly bad writer’s block bc i understand its ok to wait them out but i am at my wit’s end and it’s only been a few days can anyone  h e l p

[werekaiju]

Me, laying on the sofa sick and miserable: I don’t want to go to work tomorrow.

Also me (thinking): Body, you FOOL. SICKNESS WILL NOT KEEP ME HOME. I will work if I have to CRAWL THERE.

[seierrik-archive]

UPDATE: Dear Odin it’s been weeks (?) this new job has been killing me + photoshoots + cons + con flu, alas, I’ve been dying to write and as it’s been soooo long I’ll be starting things fresh, save for a few plotted threads and I’ll be writing up a list in seperate post. 

I MISSED YOU GUYS SO MUCH x