#kiki rambles

[shkika]

i think its interesting how the terminals in ultrakill want you to believe that most husks and sinners are mindless and stupid and so on and dehumanizes them. i dont know who wrote those entries, i dont remember if it was hell or they had a mind of their own or the people that used them.

but filth are said to have no intelligence and to be driven by only hunger. i mean their name is yeah.

but the game itself puts them in places that imply they are members of society. the dinner table in lust, the ferrymans ship had little living quarters from where they emerge. they seem to just. yknow. be people.

and i think that should put into question who gives us the information and how accurate it is. because i find it interesting and i havent seen anyone talk about this.

[c0smic0nfetti]

I actually really think Lilo, and to a non-offensive lesser extent, Nani, are my favorite Disney characters. I love Stitch, he's precious, but the Pelekai sisters are like an embrace I so needed. I relate so heavily to both of them for similar, but totally different reasons.

Being the oldest, bullied daughter who suffered from parental loss too young and having to grow up too fast makes watching these scenes hit harder. It's watching adult me try to comfort, but ultimately believe I have to say farewell to, child me, my beloved burden.

Lilo & Stitch is my favorite movie ever created. May the voice of its protagonist rest peacefully.

Thank you for warming my childhood with laughter and understanding.

[kin-moon]

I have SO many family dynamic's for the shipps, but my favorite is probably miromabby

For them, I can see Abby and Ro all being careful and sweet with Mira during her pregnancy, and after she gives birth, they switch tho the day to take care of Mira and the twins

As for the other two, I can see Mystery being overprotective with Zoey, like some kind of guard dog, not letting anyone go near her, and this doesn't change after their son is born, until a few years later, when he decides to take training fighting lessons with his parents, which makes Mystery less protective, and more proud

Jinu is DEFINETLY nervous and anxious when Rumi announces that she's pregnant, and it get's worse when they find out they're going to have a girl, bcs Jinu can only think of his family and his past mistakes, until Rumi tells him that it would be a good idea to give her his mom or sister's name, so he can start a new life with her, so he gets more calm, and promises her he's going to be an amazing dad

Baby, with his resting bitch face, and a sarcastic tone, just says that he's going to be the "fun uncle"

[sylusslittlekitten]

NO ONE TOUCH ME

I will bite something.

This video…

After this card?!!

It’s giving:

Post Rut aftercare

Dragon nuzzling

Big ol’ soft bean

Omega heat

Me:

More ranting in tags

[kpopsstuffs]

imagine minho just aggressively stroking your hair. like with no context either, he’s running his fingers through your hair one second and the next he’s aggressively smoothing your hair down, he’s basically pressing your head down into his lap. and he’ll keep doing it till you get annoyed and bat his hands away from you, to which he giggles and goes back to running his hands through your hair.

[jungkoode]

I HAVE TO COME RANT ON HERE BECAUSE APPARENTLY KIM TAEHYUNG IS MY BIGGEST HATER???

So. As some of you know, I have hyper-realistic dreams. Like not “oh wow that was so vivid” but “my brain generated a fully sensory 4D immersive simulation complete with pain, physics, social tension, and long-term consequences.” I have dreams that feel so real I wake up emotionally wrecked. Recently I had sleep paralysis so intense that I felt my eye pop out in the dream and I woke up with blurred vision for hours. It physically hurt. Anyway. That’s just to preface what happened today.

I dreamt that Kim Taehyung had BEEF with me. Like actual personal beef. And not just behind closed doors either—this man aired me out publicly. On YouTube. USING THE OFFICIAL BTS ACCOUNT.

It all started because I apparently posted something on YouTube (I don’t even know what I posted?? Dream logic. Maybe it was a video essay. Maybe it was a theory. Maybe I breathed wrong.) and Taehyung came for me in the comments like, “you’re not even a real ARMY you fake ass bitch pretending you know your shit. name like 5 old songs.” And I—LITERALLY ME—I got all defensive and righteous like “HELLO??? I’ve been here since 2016??? PLAYBOY don’t try me.”

So I start ranting back, like typing paragraphs, full stream of consciousness, listing songs from the Dark & Wild era, talking about 2016 fan culture, even pulling receipts about how I sobbed to Young Forever in my bedroom. How my first song was Fire. How then I saw Run. I WAS SHAKINGGGG with anxiety. And then for some reason, I started talking about Yoongi’s songs??? I was like “I’ve been a fan for YEARS. I cried to The Last. I couldn’t breathe when he released that one with the piano (and yeah I couldn’t remember the name of the song in the dream. Which is insane. Like??? Did I gaslight myself into being a fake ass bitch??? Maybe Taehyung was right???)

ANYWAY. I made a whole YouTube video about it. Screenshots, commentary, explanation. I was like, “Look. Taehyung just publicly came at me on the BTS YouTube account. This is what happened. I’m not making it up.” But then people in the comments were like “this is fake,” “this is clearly photoshopped,” “you just want attention,” “you’re trying to use BTS for clout,” etc. etc. And I was sitting there screaming at my screen like NO IT’S LITERALLY RIGHT THERE. HE USED THE PUBLIC BTS ACCOUNT. THIS ISN’T FAKE. WHY WOULD I MAKE THIS UP. But nobody believed me.

AND THEN. YouTube took my video down. Copyright claim from HYBE. I got copyright claimed by BTS. For defending myself against Taehyung slander. I was the victim. And I got silenced.

But plot twist. Taehyung then REPLIED to my huge emotional rant. Like mid-breakdown, post-accusation, I’m-crying-in-the-comments-style rant. He responded and went, “ok sorry ur right my bad. i see u a true army." and I was like THANK YOU but also THE DAMAGE IS DONE??? MY REPUTATION??? RUINED???

So anyway I woke up with a heavy heart. The pain of being gaslit, defamed, and shadowbanned by Taehyung lives on in my subconscious. I just wanted y’all to know in case I act weird today. It’s TRAUMA.

This might just be dream!Taehyung getting vengeance on me for making him a stalker on ASW.

[kikidabest]

new ashswag stream oh my god im suffering with him stop this madness brown boy oml

[purgingmarch]

dantès being like 19 fucks me up so bad he literally should’ve been at the club!!!