#i hate my brain...

[poetic-emptiness-fanfic]

And I'm scared I'm gonna die As lonely as I Feel right now

Lipstick Covered Magnet by The Front Bottoms

[calliecat93]

So I am currently in RWBY mode, but listening to All That Matters (absolutely gorgeous song BTW)... the RvB fangirl in me can’t help bit see this as a Grimmons song. Like ot fits Simmons’ perspective of Grif during S15 perfectly. GDI RWBY WHY DO THIS TO ME FOR BOTH YOU AND THE OTHER RT SHOW I LOVE?!

[poetic-emptiness-fanfic]

Who's there? A mirror. I am lonely.

Mood...

[poetic-emptiness-fanfic]

[macaqueyfreedom]

And I've gone from having a fun night to feeling awkward, out of place, and unwelcome I'm going to bed before I drag anyone else down with me

[calliecat93]

Really Plot Bunnies? REALLY?! Speed Demon Donnie hasn't even come out yet!

Like I was going oger what may happen in the episode and like this.... terrible short story idea came to me. Like due to being possessed and getting transformed into dome huge monstrous demon, Donnie finds that trying to do anything mechanical freaks him out, including doing his usual inventing. And then the others are trying to help him recover from the entire thing and it would be full fo family feels and...

BRAIN CAN YOU AT LEAST WAIT FOR THE EPISODE TO COME OUT FIRST! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

[thepurplekoala]

I'm a moron... I feel like crying now. 

I keep feeling that I have to let it go of the crappy/shitty things that happened to me or that I felt in Edinburgh and just move on and stop pressing the same key, but at the same time I really fear that, to let go of the bad memories I might have to let go of the good ones as well?? I don't know even if that makes sense right now. I'm just... Tired. Can you even let go of part of an experience? Or do I have to feel euphoric and yet shitty all the time until August next year?

[snazzy-raccoon]

MRI follow up:

First: My MRI tech smelled awesome.

Second: I had very clear pictures, so my results should be easy to obtain.

Third: My results will be called in on Monday.

Fourth: MRI machines are obnoxiously loud and small... Inducing clausterphobia...

Fifth: If it comes back clean, I'm going to have to get some more tests done on my brain and a few on my heart.