I'm so angry! - reading Unravel Me
As a Christmas gift I asked for a Shatter Me box because I wanted something new to take away the pain of finishing Queen of Air and Darkness.
And I got it. As I started reading tge firat book I fell in love from the first chapters. I fell in love withe the unique writing and with the girl that hasbeen through so much and is still able to be sane.
I read every time I could, I stayed up late at night because I couldn't put the book down and I even read on car rides.
Now I'm already at book 2, Unravel Me and I just read Chapter 62. I took the picture this morning when I started reading because I love taking pictures of my life, even though they are not always pretty/proffesional and stull like that, they are significant for me.
Little did I know what lind of feelings this chapter was going to make me feel.
I FEEL SO ANGRY. Never in a million years I felt so angry while reading.. I mean I get the feeling, the wanting and burning desire but HOW could she forget about Adam and let Warner touch her?? H O W ? ?
Why in the name of all that is good on this Earth she opened the door for him, for Warner...
It was really difficult reading this chapter.. I don't know how many times I closed the book and opened it again, only motivating myself with the thought that this thig, this representation of my worst fears, has to end in the next pages. I'm not a reader who can skip 3 words so I couldn't in any way skip PAGES.
I tried not to let my anger get the worst of me so I didn't curse or rant to much. But that doesn't be that I havent been through hell in the last 30 minutes and that I didn't feel like throwing the book out of the window 100 times.
I don usually post stuff like this, I never did, not even when Julian turned off his emotions and went berserk.
But this felt like such a BETRAYL and I'm heartbroken and my boyfriend is asleep and I don't really have friends and this happend!!