#i hate whining

[wxundedwings]

how do you guys fight sadness?

i mean, yes the boys are everything but most things these days are burn the stage related and i’ve distanced myself from that for now because i can’t handle right now

it’s been getting steadily worse and i hate talking and i hate talking about feelings but i cannot deal anymore. i’ve had more moody episodes in the past week and broken down twice since last night i don’t know what to do

for dumping this on you guys i sincerely apologize by it feels like i’m losing my mind and if you could forgive this slip, it would be nice

[disobedientdick]

venting just feels like overdramatic whining

[jhooopie]

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[fitzawkwarddarcy]

i feel miserable today and i just wanna whine about it.

[binickandros]

I bought andouille last week bc I was planning to make gumbo, but I've been so sick lately that I know something that complicated and energy-consuming is out of the question. I used some of it to make fettuccine carbonara (since i don't have any bacon) and now. I'm dying. (: Really. (: The sausage wasn't spicy, and it had way less fat than the bacon I normally use, so WHY am I in so much pain now? Pain, nausea, all swollen in the "pain spot." There's just no rhyme or reason to it and I'm SO TIRED and I want a doctor to fucking LISTEN TO ME. Though I don't know the fact that 4 different docs have given me 4 different diagnoses shows, I guess, that they don't have a clue either.

[pupsung]

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[arlinn-kordd]

I need to make friends.  Why don’t I have any friends? Why don’t I feel like anyone enjoys my company? Meh.

[curious-mini]

Good things to focus on... Daddy. I got kisses last night. And when I was leaving he hugged me so tight and everything felt just right. Bad things trying not to focus on: headache, lack of direct deposit by my boss, failure of my interviews to appear, low patience, horny, needy, emotionally needy. I could use that hug again now. 😫