I went to a "friend's" house a while back to help with a break up and it was a huge mistake. He picked me up ended up getting drunk addmitting how he liked me and wanted to be with me and after i said no he proceded to try and "find a spark" Yesterday I get an angry test from my friend that was his ex and apparently i was a bitch for going and i was the bad guy for laying in his bed and drinking like 2 sips something. His bullshit response was he didn't remember a thing. Now I wasn't aware of another bed, at all and trust me I would of laid in it, it would of avoided a lot of problems. I was put with a manipulative man that i had a hard time understanding what to do, now she comes along and acts like its all my fault.
Thanks for pointing out that I was an idiot for going, yeah it was my fault.. So sorry I thought I was doing something nice for someone. I didn;t even want to go! Seriously! Fuck he kept trying to take me on dates and im sure the only reason they possibly got together was because I denied him, but its my fault.. All my fucking fault..
I just want to dissapear, apparently she told him and now he's doing exactly what i didn't want, making me feel like its my fault.. So much for not remembering anything..
How can so much bad happen just from trying to help a friend.. I just want to go away...
