#i loved us

[siriricalirica]

i hate u for all of this so much 

[lets-send-nudes]

I never expected us to fall apart... I never wanted to lose

[kage-hyena-grump]

That feeling when some one on this site fucking blocks you for no reason when they're the one who constantly stalking your blog...

[internallydeadkitten]

11/13/16 2:50am

I should of known better. I realize now that you were way more fucked up tonight than you led me to believe. I'm disappointed in myself for believing you have feelings for me.. You took a bar and kept it a secret from me, and then drank as much of my vodka as you wanted.. Why do you have to get so fucked up all the time? Why can't you ever hangout with me sober?.. I think I know why. It's because you hate to be around me either way, but when you're high on something, or completely wasted, it makes being around me ever so slightly more tolerable for you.

[simpcent]

that’s okay

i’ll love us enough for the both of us.

[taliaarose]

Anonymous

For months all I could see was you. Every person I looked at could be compared to you in some way, even though most of the people didn't compare to you at all. I was lost. Everywhere I looked I thought of me and you, I thought of our memories, our conversations, even just little things that happened that we have been through. Every little thing that I do even though it doesn't compare to you, you always come back into my mind, why is that? Why do I have to be tortured to go through life every day thinking about you? Why do I have to see you in every thing that I do? Why do I still have to love you? after everything that has happened, after you left and found her. Now I see you everywhere, smiling with her, looking at her with the same look you gave me, it makes me sick. You told me I was your only one, that you were set and you couldn't imagine being with anyone else. You told me that we were meant to be, you gave me hope every day that we were moving towards a better future, and after all I went through in my past you knew that was ideal for me. It was a game and I was your play toy. You took my entire life and turned it upside down. I had you for one moment so close to my heart, only for you to rip my heart out of my chest. I only had you for one moment. One moment. That one moment felt like an eternity to me. My eternity, my little alternate reality I had with you was all but a dream. Because truth fully, it is easier to believe that all we were was a dream rather then live the harsh reality that we were actually in love. I'm sorry but that is the truth.

[mymoonlitwitchcraft]

Let me dream of a world where it all went right