#i need control

[local-lover-boy]

I'm dying my hair purple

[bunnyheartsurgery]

feeling like I'll never recover from my paranoia of being watched after everything

[theelonelyroad]

[allswellthxtends]

Then stop shooting me, idiot (affectionate)

i am always ready bird

[somethingusefulfromflorida]

My blog experiences such sharp tonal whiplash it's a miracle anybody has stuck around this long. The occasional long winded and half assed political diatribes adrift in a sea of shitposts, outnumbered 10:1

It makes it come across like I don't really care, like I don't give the serious posts enough time to stew, but it's honestly just because I need to distract myself with funny crap so I don't implode from the endless eternal pressure of despair and hopelessness. Im barely holding it together, and it shows.

I'd be radicalized if I was part of a larger group, but as it stands I'm alone. Save for my online mutuals, my life is mostly empty; I have no contemporaries, no peers, no friends, no support group outside my immediate family, I live in a cultural wasteland which everyone else my age escaped from when they graduated high school. I got away for a while when I went to college, but for a number of personal and economic reasons I was forced to return home and got stuck here (though not for lack of trying).

It seems like no matter where you go, you'll find a presence of right wing nutjobs; everywhere from the biggest cities to the most isolated rural communities, these people find each other and stick together so they're never alone. Even when they're outnumbered, they're never alone. That said, I haven't met a real left winger (nutjob or otherwise) within 100 miles of my hometown. There are no leftist cells, no militia groups, no organized opposition, no presence whatsoever. I feel like I'm in the Twilight Zone, insane in my solo sanity; in the land of the blind, the one eyed man is not king, he is an outcast. I have nothing and no one, and I'm powerless to help even myself when I know there are far less privileged people elsewhere who I want to help.

[pourquoicommentparceque]

Quand parfois, j’ai envie d’étrangler certaines personnes mais que je me contente de l’imaginer et de soupirer très fort. 

When sometimes I want to strangle some people but I just imagine it and sigh very hard.

[finchthebinchonamonday]

Newsies as things I said #1

Spot: stupid fucking orgasmic fucking face and fucking stupid gorgeous hair i fucking can’t stand the fucking piece of shit who’s so mcfucking hot