I’m writing this because this has been the only point today where I haven’t wanted to cry and where I’ve felt productive SO I am applying for another job at the Zoo ( they still haven’t messaged me back.... 12 days after applying ) they’re hiring summer help though & It’s a popular zoo so I don’t know if that’s too long but ANYWAYS I am applying for a different position of Zoo Instructor Aide, which from what I read in the description will basically be like, helping with parties or camps they do there with kids & stuff like that, you are in direct contact with some of the animals though so that is one of the big reasons I want to apply because I am GOOD with hands on learning, always have been, and I can put my camp experience to good use with all the kids, basically it’s the perfect position for me & I really really really really want it. The thing is I realized (at 7:30) when I was applying that to apply for this position you needed a cover letter (me, being home schooled af & basically a newbie to jobs) I have never written one SO I studies online for like three hours trying to figure out how to write the perfect one. I’m pretty sure the one I have down down is good. It’s both professional & personal while also being informational SO hopefully it’s good BUT I’m applying tomorrow cause idk if people look at time stamps (or if they have time stamps on the app) or if it’s weird that I’d be applying at 12AM yanno? idk if that’s a THING but I feel like it could be SO I’ll be officially applying tomorrow but I just REALLY need ya’ll’s prayers, good vibes, wishes, anything ya’ll can do because I would LOVE this job. It’s only for the summer but it would give me such a good addition to my skill sets now & it would be such a good experience. BUT YEAH sorry I have been awol with my writing i promise it won’t last forever things have just been so complicated & I don’t know but yeah, be patient with me. But I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH aND finGERs croSSED I get this job man.