I’m scared but I don’t run away
It pisses me off when you say calm down
You know that I’m in it for real
Cause all this insecurity’s hurting me
I cannot be perfect for you
I wear emotions on my sleeve
Won’t change for you and no one else
Love me or leave me alone
There’s so much I don’t know about you
My insecurities are always there alone
I can show my weaknesses
It’d be so beautiful to see that side of you
I swear you won’t be sorry
You know I never ever judge
Tell me all your darkest secrets
I could be your safety net
Why don’t you just love me?
Why doubt all all of my intentions?
I feel like I’m pushing you away
Acting moody for no reason
I’ve been talking like I’m leaving
I don’t know why I keep playing these dumb games
Love is not a competition
No one’s winning when I’m pushing you away
Sometimes darkness is a prison
I don’t wanna hide
I’m surrendering tonight
I feel perfect in your eyes
Look into my eyes and tell me we’re okay
I’m a stormy ocean
Let me blossom in the dark
I know it started with a strong attraction
One disappointment caused a chain reaction
I really need someone who lifts me up
You went and lost your fire
I’m on a highway full of red lights
I lost so many long nights
Felt words that cut like knives
I’m gonna dance on broken glass
I’m gonna make that ceiling crash
Still got knives in my back
You see me in the perfect light
Your hands can make my skin light up like diamonds
Something about you really drives me crazy
I get emotional knowing you’ll never ever try to change me
I don’t wanna blow your cover
I don’t wanna fight that won’t make it right
Got a lot of nerve just showing up
You regret how you left a mess
Go and tell it to your other love
Who told you you could put band-aids over broken hearts
Your sorry’s are too little and too late
Go fool all your new friends
Don’t ask me to pretend that we’re okay
Much as I would love forgiving you
Much as I wish what you’re saying’s true
Motions are all that you’re going through
That’s the way you lose friends
Not after what you did
Two people fall in love and one loves the other more
That’s the way it went for me
You changed the way I see
Demons get in my head sometimes
You see the good and you hold me tight
You are the reason that I see in blinding lights
You were early every weekday to take me home
Like a blanket I was wrapped in your arms so warm
There was no falling down without you ‘round to pick me up
No tears that fell without you help to change my luck
You soldiered storms that you never spoke of
You just love me and accept me
Any reasonable person would’ve left by now
You’re holding me after everything you found out
You saw my wild ways
Stuck around through my ugly days
I know you mean everything you say
Why do I feel like I’m fooling you?
I’m closing doors and pushing love away
When did I come undone?
When did the colors of my canvas start to run?
I can’t control the teardrops on my face
I know this ain’t the girl my mother raised
Release the better version of me
I feel like I’m a ghost
There’s nobody else I have to be
There’s no one else I need to please
I have the answers that I need










