Dec 31, 2023
God, I’m so tired. She fights for this when I want her to let go, but she didn’t fight when I was
I’m trying to move one. I already have. But she won’t let me go.
I used to see forever in her eyes.
Now I see it in their’s.
They make me happy. She doesn’t. Not anymore.
They get me excited to talk. I’m not sure if she ever did.
They start, before I have to ask. She never did.
I want to be happy. I want to do what makes me happy.
I don’t know much but I don’t think it’s her anymore. I think it’s them.
#bit of a vent#or rant#idk#why is romance so complicated#like I know who I like#but I don’t think everything just#dissapered for her#but also I’m kinda pissed at her#I tried to fight and stay#but now that I want to go#she can fight#she didn’t before#why now#right person wrong time#don’t give me that#where was that when you didn’t ever start a text#I started everything#touch#texts#I made an effort#she thinks it can still be romantic#how do I tell her I fell for someone else#I fell for someone else because it didn’t#feel like we were together#it didn’t feel like anything#but with them?#it feels like…#everything