You and him are one and the same. Youre both cowards. Youre both cheaters. You’re both entitled af. You both had general shit head attitudes about everything.You both did and said things to drag me along multiple times. In the end, you both always got exactly what you wanted, fulfilling your selfish needs at my expense… This is only hilarious cause you put yourself on a pedestal you thought was so high above him, but you’re actually worse. At least he had the decency to say the shit he felt to my face. And while he did shitty things, it was expected of him. Coming from you, someone who pretends they’re great when they’re equally trash, it’s so much worse. You are, and ALWAYS will be, a Liar. From the day I met you it was lie after stupid fucking lie. You lied about the money you found, you lied about the house you lived in, about family… all tiny lies that didn’t mean much but I suppose it’s my fault. Knowing that you lie I should have expected the worst. And Of course I didn’t because I felt genuine love for you 😂 I was a damn fool. but I digress. You were so afraid the whole time and that fear ruined everything. You couldn’t believe me when I said I loved YOU and you didn’t want to believe I wouldn’t stray because you projected your own lack of honesty upon others. Even now, in your sparkly new relationship, you’ve already been dishonest. I feel sorry for the both of you but mostly for her. She dosnt know any better but she certainly deserves better. And shame on you for plucking another from the lot just to deceive them.
Honestly, let your friends think im crazy. Let them tell you im wrong and that i was mean too. But don’t forget to tell them my side of the story. Like why I broke up with you now that you understand why. Maybe don’t forget to mention the time you got back together with me last winter just to break up with me the next morning cause you couldn’t stop talking to another girl. Or the concert you left me in the middle of for her too. OH! Or the time you told me to get pregnant and kill myself… Please remember that i was ready to forgive you for all of that. for Everything. and yes yes yes, I showed so many flaws. I am not perfect. I made mistakes. I could have been better. But I made you my entire world for a whole 5 years and i cant squeeze a single ounce of respect out of you. I did everything I could to please you. But I’ve given up. I have accepted that I was never going to be enough for you as a friend and I no longer blame myself. Thank you for the memories. and thanks for the closure, good talk.
