writing: memes
it’s kinda funny when my English teacher goes around pointing out secret meanings in everything but as a writer who knows other writers and how writing goes on I’m just like “heh nope that’s definitely a 4 am shit spiel”
forgetting a character’s name and sitting there going “king- no not king- sounds like- KEANE. IT’S KEANE”
wanting to write but also not wanting to write
who is editing and why is she so complicated
I’m sorry the technical term is what
I’m gonna research this for a sec- never mind I’m conducting an extensive study on antisocial personality disorder now
fuck sleep
fuck me
fuck you
fuck grammar
this makes no sense. like. at all
writing is a conversation between my last brain cell and Microsoft word’s spellcheck
I can’t even carry a conversation why do I expect to be able to write one
it’s 3 am and here I am imagining the continuation of my story, one that I am going to fuck up when I try to write it
WHY AM I ATTACHED TO MY CHARACTERS
it makes sense that way but it’s not...impossible...to do it...this way...
there’s probably a word for this I just don’t know it
writer or serial killer? at this point I am fully willing to be both
write drunk and edit sober?? nah man just do everything high
so I read my writing and I shall yeet myself into the sun. farewell


















