day 46: dear diary, it's been days since i've had contact with another human being.
ariel is busy, sunoo and riki are gone, and jake and areum are arguing. rice and jaeyun are just vibing, rice is probably still asleep. skye and my undead counterpart are probably asleep too. jun is just ... jun
i wonder if i yelled if someone would hear me.
the silence is deafening.
day 49: dear diary, i think i'm going insane.
i miss riki and the way i would give him warm strawberries when i couldn't think of what to make him. i miss him beating me at football/soccer.
i miss sunoo and the way he'd cover for us. i never got to repay him. he's a good kid.
day 57: dear diary, this is it, this is the end of me.