May 19, 2023
i'm going to wait two more days and then i'm eating spicy food even if it kills me
#this is THE longest i've gone without eating spicy food#probably EVER#A WEEK#i'm physically suffering#i eat spicy food AT LEAST 5-6 times per week#this is unnatural#am i supposed to eat spicy food?#no i am not#definitely not for another week or so at the very least#but my doc should consider this: i'm gonna die if i don't#so i might as well just die after i do#it's fine#the doc said i should eat soup#so i'll make spicy soup#that's still soup#tea's ramblings#last night i dreamt about eating spicy tteokbokki#that's how bad it is
